Chumi Lakshmi

"i am flying from Chennai to KL, but i want my things sent from Bangalore to Penang." wasnt that sentence clear/simple/understandable enough?? even a 3 year old kid will be able to understand wat i meant!! but some 30 year old buffalo/man cannot understand that! i already speak like an indian with the typical indian slang wat!! wat more do u want me to do?!!!! i had to repeat that sentence like a hundred times in a hundred different possible ways over d phone for that fellow to understand and give me an answer!! dont ask me how i did it... cos i really dont remember now i just blurted it out! i've spent like more than a month trying to get my things shipped/cargo-ed from india to malaysia. after 1 week, i finally got it settled... i happily left bangalore thinking that my stuff will be sent within a few days... but i receive a call saying that there's some problem with d documents i prepared. ok fine! i'll get back to bangalore n do it... but then when i get back...

i'm finally back in bangalore, n i finally got hold of d internet once again.... i cannot begin to explain how much i missed d internet n how i managed surviving without d net for more than a week!! when i got back home this morning at about 9am.... d 1st thing i did was switch on my comp n log in to d internet!! n i sat online for almost 3 hours nothing doing anything worthwhile!! i had hundreds of mails in each mail box, so many applications in facebook, equally as much in friendster n much more important work to do.... but all i did was stare at d computer screen n try to figure out how to use firefox! i've forgotten where d add new tab thing was in firefox n i forgot where my msn n yahoo msger was!! :S i still havent finished reading all my mails n replying them, still havent transfered pics from my phone, still havent finished d necessary important work.. but here i am, staring at my comp screen since d minute i entered my room after i came back from college i got to clean...

i dont know how i'm surviving without internet or my phone functioning propery for such a long time!! :( it's been exactlyy one whole week since i last logged in to d net... so many mails to check, so many mails to reply.... so many things to do..i havent logged on to my friendster account or my facebook account... its so not save to use d net from an internet cafe here in india... last week, i went to one internet cafe... i checked my mails n blogged from there... this week, some fool from that internet cafe knew that i blog... and he found me on orkut as well!!! i'm not interested in befriending desperados ok! so, get off my back!! you cant even use d internet cafe these days!!! the d hell man!! n i have no clue who msged me in my chat box using my name saying chumi come back home...wat la! takkan i wanna msg myself saying come back soon... i didnt even go online on d 18th of may... i was stuck in some god forsaken village where my phone didnt even work n i was stranded ...

even if i didnt have anything worthy to do d past few weeks.. at least i had d net.. but now i dont even have that! :( wont be able to check my mails or reply, or log on to facebook, friendster or even my blog.. for i dont know how long... till end of this month i think *cry*

All i do here is eat, sleep,watch tv.... off late, my aunt is making me do cooking n help her in d kitchen. i hate d kitchen department!!! :( everyday i have to cut onions n vegetables, everyday i chip my finger nails. i wonder if anyone found my chipped finger nails in their food! :P now i understand wat my cousin sis told me many many years ago ( about 5 years ago )... she said that its very difficult to cut vegetables with long finger nails... when she said that, i used to wonder y is it that its difficult. all u have to do is hold d vege properly n then cut carefully... but now i understand.... *sigh*.. my finger nails r so out of shape n colour n unhealthy! n my little cousins r aiming to cut my finger nails short while i'm asleep at nite.... but they've been unsuccessful till now....cos they sleep way before me n way up after me.. err... no, honestly... most of d time they wake up before me.. but then they forget their plan over nite! thank God for that! hahaha this morni...

SUPER DUPER CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want "A", but i wont get it at d time my mum wants my mum wants "B" for me, but i'm not all for it.. only 50/50 n time is running out!!!!!!!!!

i didnt realize till a few minute ago.. that its been one whole week since i came to chennai. that means one whole week of looking like a sakai, one whole week without proper excess to d internet, one whole week of uncomfortable so called computer table n chair, one whole week of no exercise n one whole week of not being able to talk to my mum properly. d weather here just beats d crap out of me... it effects me like how d full moon effects wolfs! :S.. eerr ... wolves.. not wolfs.... i just go mad with this weather here!! pls tell me how to survive 43 degrees??!!! i dont bother creaming myself as much as i used to while i was in bangalore, or while i was in back at home in malaysia... no no.. correction: i dont bother creaming myself at all!!!! when i have my bath, i stand under d shower for ages until my cousins go banging on d door n literally force me to get out so that they can have their bath i dont bother dressing up, dont bother wearing my contact lens ( expect once in a blue mo...

i finally managed to connect my comp to my aunts modem n networking! finally!! i felt so helpless all these days cos i couldnt use my comp.. all my websites and everythign else id saved in my bokmarks in this comp.. n i'm so used to using a laptop.. so when i have to use a desktop, i fell so lost. it took me ages to type one sentence using a desktop keyboard.. but i can do it within a few seconds while using my comp, even in d dark! ( err.. , i know there r loads of sleeping mistakes.. but i cant help it rite now.. i cant switch on d lights in d room cos my little cousins r sleeping.. ) i got to log off now.. cos i'm already having a splitting headache n i' have to wke uo early tomorrow morning.. n i forgot to switc on d stupid aircon before i sat with my laptop on my lap! n my comp is dying... it only has 10 minutes to live... i cant find d cables in this dark! laptops should have lights for d keypads too.. just like in mobile phones! it'll make life much much easier....

i wouldnt be surprised if i slowly decrease to half d size of wat i already am by the time i reach home for good! d weather here is simply unbearable!!!! i cant keep d air con on 24/7 cos my cousins r not used to being in air conditioned room for long n they fall sick... n i cant live without air con :( yesterday evening, i got ready to go out n within 5 minutes i could feel sweat dripping down my neck... i was sitting under d fan all along!! d weather's that bad here today's been as hectic n tired as ever... we planned to go out at 2pm... but only left d house at about 5pm.. cos my aunty was busy. so, our shopping plans got cancelled.. all we did was walking about so much, got ourselves tired and did a little bit of window shopping... i havent been up to anything much these few days... my mum wants me to learn cooking from my aunt, my aunt wants me to help her with her accounts n office work. so i gladly agreed to help my aunt n conveniently omitted to tell her wat my mum wan...