Chumi Lakshmi

i was searching high n low for that little red book today. wat would i do if i didnt find it! not that it was new... it's expired already but it's stil very very important... i searched in my study room... but didnt give it a serious thought n immediately rushed n threw open my mum's filing cupboard. i was so sure i was it there last (which i thought was last week... but it was last year!) i found another little red book, but not the one that i wanted. i started getting worried... but decided to wait until mum came back home. i thought i'd ask her first before i got into a nervous breakdown. when mum said she didnt know where it was... that was it! i literally torn her filing cupboard apart!! while mum took over i went to my room n searched for it... (still inconvinced that it would be in my room). yea... i finally found it...n yea... it was in my room n not in my mum's cupboard... :P. i had kept it in my document bag which i havent even unzipped since d day i lande...

remember my previous post where i said i'd definitely sort out my hundreds of pics n files n folders by end of this week... well... not only havent i done that... i've added on another hundred pics to my album!! i couldnt help but take pics of my cute little adorable niece!! she's such a darling!!! :D i had to bride her with chocolate to carry her d 1st day! she looks really innocent rite....dont be fooled!! she's a devil in disguise! :D she's a naughty naughty girl! hahahha... one minute she'll cry n scream n kick n d next minute she'll be smiling from ear to ear when she gets wat she wants! she's just 1 year old n she can abrely walk n talk... but she insists on feeding herself adult food .. n that too without any teeth! aahhah she goes shopping in her dirty t-shirt n nappy n she gives that adorable smile of hers till u melt! such a darling!! :) she's officially d cutest most adorable baby i know... but of course.. that's only after me! (no.. ...

perfect day to stay in bed longer... but not my perfect day today... so many things to settle before i leave for kl tomorrow... haiz.... i wanna go back to bed!! :( :( :( i've got over a hundreds of pics to sort out, i've got to arrange my study room ( it never stays d way i want it to or like how it used to be... d next day it becomes messy already.. i need a bigger study room la!! ), i've got to write a list of things to buy ( clothes actually... i cant stand d torture of facing my mum after every credit card bill :P ), i need to finish off so many pending work, i need to find myself a job that pays me, i need to get myself something meaningful n challenging in life!! i'm so sick of doing nothing significant with my life at d moment... everyday i wake up at odd hours, everyday i sit in front of d comp n tv n do nothing great, everyday i drive around for hours n hours doing chores. n everday i keep delaying my personal work, n i keep neglecting my photos n files...sigh...

i woke up so early this morning cos of two things.... i had to wait for d postman or professional courier service or private courier service and i had to wait for my uncle to come n give me d list for d table arrangement for my cousin's wedding reception it's already afternoon and i'm yet to receive any one of it!!!!! i've been waiting for my certs to arrive from india for ages and ages, but it always got delayed because of some sort of technical error and lack of communication among the ppl in the college itself! when everything was finally settled they posted it over to me and i was supposed to receive it today but it hasnt come yet... now i dont know who to call and ask (cos this thing is from india... they have many offices here which are all over d country..which i dont know cos i've enver received anything from this company before ) n my uncle said that he'll pass d table arrangement list to me today morning so that i can print it out this morning at about...

i failed miserably today!!! but my poor mum had no say in it.... she asked me if i wanted anything specific.. i said no... i just told her to get watever she wanted to... i woke up way after she left for work this morning.. n then came d "call" to wake me up! hehehhe.... i told mum i'll d cooking today n insisted on not letting her do d cooking last nite.... she after she came back from d market i quickly stored everything away in d fridge. when she asked wat i wanted to do... i didnt tell her.. i simply saidshe'll know tomorrow at lunch time i spent about half an hour with my recipe book(so called recipe book la... its already falling into pieces cos it's like 7 years old n made out of my cousin bro's school note book! :P) this morning...not trying to decide on wat to cook, but trying to identify d ingredients n figure out which is wat! :P i finally decided on a few things... n then i realized that we didnt have some stuff, so had to change d menu, n make do ...

my mum told a joke today.... actually, not really a joke... u could call it a good example actually.... everything we buy these days comes with a manual books rite... like a tv, radio, discman, ipod...and so many more things la... have u ever realized that even life has a manual book? this manual book tells u everything u need to know about life and wt u should do, wat u should do, it even tells u wat to eat n wat not to eat , n y too.... u wanna know wat it is? or u already know?? its d Bible... n it takes d longest time ever for me to read it..... sigh... cos i never read manual books in my whole entire life... no matter wat new thing i get hold of, i just start meddling with it n learn to use it... i never read d manual until n unless i'm really really lost... which had never happened before.... my life is so messed up n lost at d moment but dont know where to start from in d manual book of life...

08.08.08 - the day i made d biggest mistake of a decision ever in my whole entire life of 25 years 10.08.08 - the day i made d biggest fool out of myself

it's becoming a habit now.... i only blog once a week. it didnt happen by choice la... by chance anyways... i wanted to do something significant today, something very extraordinary, something thrilling, something special, for the sake of remember this special date 08.08.08... but didnt know wat to do i called up yasmin in d morning, n did she sound enthusiastic or wat!!(yea rite!) sherline said she herself was cracking up her head trying to think of something....now i wonder if she was cracking up her head for her assignments or for this day. d only thing i've done today is withdraw some money from my account, withdraw some more money from my account, drove around BM town while half sleeping, n managed to make myself a teaseable laughing stock in Anandha Bhavan, and d most important and extraordinary thing i've done today is sweep my front porch!! wow!! thats something to remember for d rest of my life!!! :S i've been comtemplating on whether i should do wat i shouldnt...

remember in my previous post ( just d one below this ) i mentioned how messy n dusty my room is, n i also said that i had started a velvet painting thing about a month ago n i'm yet to continue after that... i said that it's been collecting dust in my room... that nite when i was clearing up my room, i realized that not only did my velvet painting cloth collect dust... it collected this as well!!!!!!!!!! anyway... i'm in KFC auto city now..... my streamyx broadband connection is SO SO SOOOOO BA at home!!! i freakin couldnt log into my hotmail acc for d past 2 days n thing morning i couldnt even log in to y yahoo n gmail acc!! when i tried opening other ppl's blog, i could... but when i tried opening my own blog so that i could at least blog.. i couldnt!!! wat la.. other ppl blog can open but my own blog cannot! it 's as if telecoms n streamyx are ganging up againts me n trying to stop me from going online!! as if thats gonna stop me! i badly had to check my mails n...