Vaaranam Aayiram, Krishnan

.






so many memories came flooding back...


so many dreams and hopes ...... floated around


so many unfulfilled dreams ..... never failing to hang around to haunt


so many shattered dreams ..... heard loud and clear


flashbacks ... over and over again .... realizations of the truth still hurts


i 'have' a dream became i 'had' a dream... cos it all stayed as a dream






Whoever said dreams will make you big in the future?? ......... it made me feel ever so small






So, do you stop dreaming....??














no...... i didnt stop.....






i only started dreaming even more........







... to compensate for the loss


... to compensate for the lies


... to compensate for the love... which was never there in the past






did it help??





no... it didnt....




it only made it worse....




... to the extend that made me doubt my own sanity









and then i started dreaming with a different hope, a different light, a different vision, a different reason, a different source






this time,





i know it will be fulfilled .... in double portions



i know i will hear sounds loud and clear ..... sounds of laughter and joy ... my own



i know i will have memories .... of good things... from deep within



i know i wont be disappointed .....






this time.... i'm desperately hoping... just like last time



the only difference between now and past...



... is that now,



i know my source









.

Comments

**HOPE** said…
so, which parts of the movie triggered this melancholy in you? i suppose it not the [masculine] beauty of the protagonist. ;)
November 23, 2008 at 3:01 PM
Chumi Lakshmi said…
everything in the movie!!

btw, who's replying from HOPE? the teacher or the guru besar??
November 23, 2008 at 8:55 PM
**HOPE** said…
I don't think the teacher ever signs-in under HOPE.
November 24, 2008 at 3:24 AM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

a quiz that is at least 75% accurate... in my case

Finally... i come across a survey or quiz thingy that is at least 75% accurate. I've never really been a fan of these things, but i sort of do it anyways cos i think its a good laugh in the end when u read wat a computerized program tells about u. give it a try... it hardly takes more than 5 minutes...n d questions are pretty interesting. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx the link is called 'get to know urself better'. if u need a computer and a webpage to tell u about urself.. then u seriously need help. i'd rather call this thing as '............' *five minutes later* okay... i dont know wat i'd call it, but i'd definitely not want to call it as 'get to know urself better' anyways, this is wat it said about me.. not all is true, but 75% of it is... Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally at
Read more

i feel like i've missed a lot all these years.. like i do today

this is a very spontaneous post. i never even thought about things like this before... In my quarter of a century of lifetime... never have i ever felt missing out on something being the only child. but today i do. almost all my friends in malaysia have siblings... infact ALL of them had/have siblings... i was d only one who didnt. most of my friends in india have siblings and it didnt bother me. at that time, i felt having a sibling was not all that important. (even now i dont think its all that important). even when i used to go to India for holidays every year ( all the members from my mum's side of the family was there... now most of them are all around the world.. just like my dad's side of the family), i never really felt like i've been missing out in the sibling thing. all my mum's siblings are very closely attached and the love they have for each other is so obvious even when they are talking about them to ppl not in the family. like, one of my aunt would say.
Read more

14 days to go

I just realized that in exactly 2 weeks' time, i'm gonna be older than a quarter of a century!!!! my quarter life crisis started 11 months and 16 days ago... but it was all forgotten within a few days because i was with my family n friends, n i was at home, with a 101 things to do. now i have a 1001 things to do that it didnt strike me till today that we're already in the month of June. i usually count the days and i know wat day my bday falls that year, d year after that n d following year as well! the number of candles on the cake keeps increasing every year.... actually.. i havent had a birthday cake in ages! i dont know where that came from :S it's gonna be so miserable this year!! :(
Read more