Chumi Lakshmi

It's 1am on a sunday morning.. i have to wake up early tomorrow n here i am blogging away.. instead of sleeping or studying!! i havent even started studying..n i only have 2 weeks left!!! AAARRGGHHH!!! ok ok..i dont wanna start with that now... i am still not in d mood to study.. so am happily friendster-ing n orkut-ing away.... Orkut is another media through which u can keep in touch with friends... just like friendster, high-5 (or watever it is) n things of that sort.. but orkut is really sad... i've joined it cos my friends in India r in Orkut... n there was a lot of compulsion... so i thought i'd just give it a try... Anyway, since i've got loads of free time now ( i'm asking for trouble here!! ) i was just looking through my friends' profiles, pics, n their friends n all that stuff....n i guess wat... i found SO many other friends!! (ex-schollmates) i actually forgot about most of them since i left school.... hey, no offence k... it's not like i ...

as if i am not dark enough...i'm being burnt even more... everyday and everytime i go out some where n come back home...i get so burnt n roasted!! d weather is really really bad here!! its just so boiling hot..n it doesnt help even when i am sitting right under the fan!! i wonder wat my mum's gonna say when she sees me in May...i wonder if my friends will be able to recognize!! i'm completely sun burnt ... Anyway, it was worth getting burnt yesterday... (we had to ride for about half an hour to reach d PVR...where Pursuit of Happyness was playing)....d movie was vey gud!! its a MUST watch movie!! really really worth it!! Will Smith was too gud n so was his cute kiddo son... hehehe... my friend n i actually wanted to watch this movie last thursday ...but we were a bit too late...d tickets were all sold out... so we ended up watching another tamil movie...Mozhli...Jothika's movie...that was a good movie too... n we promised ourselves that that was gonna be d l...

i am getting so irritated with this power failure here!!! there's been a power cut like 4 times within 45minutes!! n to add on to it...it only happens during summer!! i'm already boiling n melting here...n to top it all off i cant even switch on d fan!! i cant download anything peacefully, cant play d keyboard, can charge my phone, cant watch tv!! i just realized how much i depend on electricity..... =s anyway, i havent been doing anything much other than play with my mobile phone, n store all d numbers n try n figure out of things work in a sony ericsson.... storing numbers is another headache!! i had all my numbers stored in my previous phone cos my sim card could only hold about 100 numbers n i had to change sim cards when i am in india n when i am in malaysia..... my previous phone didnt have bluetooth...so, i had to write down all d numbers n then save it in d new phone...which i still havent finished!! yesterday...some of my classmates were msging me....n i replied wi...

Yesterday i made a drastic decision.... i wanted to learn to be humble...i wanted to learn to live a simple life.... if others can live like that...y cant i?? if others can live with normal phones...y cant i live with a phone that doesnt have a camera, bluetooth, IR, memory card, walkman, fm, etc.... after all ..a mobile phone is only needed to make n receive calls and msges.... n especially during emergencies.... so, i decided that i would just buy a normal phone that can be used only for calls and msges.... even my friend was so shocked with my decision!! but i made up my mind that i wanna try to learn to live like that... even my mum will be so happy if i do that!! i wanted to be very humble ... i wanted to be less materialistic... i wanted to live like every other normal ppl who can be so satisfied and thankful with watever they have... i wanted to be all this for only 5 minutes...after that i was dreaming about my sony ericsson w810i again!!! hahaha!! so much for me trying t...

i initially wanted to blog about something very different...but my mood changed drastically n now i dont feel like blogging at all!! this stupid virus is getting on my nerves too much...n so r some ppl!! thanks a lot to Trish though...she helped me so much to try n get rid of d virus in my comp...unlike some ppl!!! i had blocked a friend on my msn messenger about a month ago ( for some particular reasons....) and d other day when i so desperately wanted help with my comp...i unblocked him and wanted to ask him for help...but i didnt wanna jump on it immediately ....so i gave it a few minutes...n guess wat....within less than 2 minutes he signed off!! wat was that all about??!! i obviously came up with a lot of excuses on his behalf ...n u know wat i'm sick of doing that...and i couldnt be bothered..!1 ( yea rite...i wish!! ) i was upset about that...but then i got over it....but later on...some other ppl managed to push me down n hurt me .. when on earth am i ever gonna be ab...

Everytime i try to install something ...something goes wrong with my comp!!!! d whole afternoon of yesterday i was trying to load some songs in my friend's ipod... for that i had to load that stupid itune thing...transfer d songs to d itune lib n then transfer it to d ipod....i did everything correctly till transfering d songs to d lib in itunes...but i didnt know how to tranfer it to d ipod...nothing seemed to be working out...!! i got so irritated n i ended up with a headache...so i decided to take a break... n then in d evening when i logged in to d net...my homepage was changed to some stupid quicknews thing... i have absolutely no clue how n when that happened!! so, i went to d internet options to change it back to my yahoo homepage...n guess wat... it wouldnt work!!! d options to change d home page is completely blocked!! i tried virus scan, i uninstalled itunes... i didnt everything i possibly know ...but its not working... someone pls help me!! i dont want that sill...

as if i dont have enough work to do in my hands rite now.....i've got another presentation to prepare for next week!!! n guess for which subject...add eng!!!! i dont believe this!!! we were supposed to make some sort of lame presentation for add eng this week....its part of our internal assessment for this semester...n its supposed to be lame cos its add eng!! i mean....we have a lazy bum of d 1st order as our teacher n she gives marks as if she's distributing her family property to everyone ( believe me she's that greedy!! i wonder wat on earth she does with all our marks!! ) i wanted to finish off with this presentation thing as soon as possible so that i can do my other work in peace...so i told my group members to be prepared to do it today...n all of us were prepared...we were gonna talk about Abdul Kalam (he's India's current president...for those who didnt know) ..n we were going to read it out straight from d paper...no point reading it before hand n all...

it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be to convince my mum to get me d phone i wan!! but i didnt push my mum too much.... i only told her once about d phone i wanted... errr...actually i went on n on bragging about d phone for almost half an hour...i was practically reading out d whole review to my mum ( d gud ones only )...while she was patiently waiting for me to finish all that story n tell her how much that phone costs.... n when i eventually did...she said no....as easy as that.... my mum keeps saying that i'm becoming very pampered n materialistic n i get all that i want without having to pay for it...she went on n on saying d same thing... it's not that i do it on purpose la...sometimes when i think about how crazy i get thinking about mobile phones, electronic gadgets n stuff like that....i feel that it might be some sort or disorder...dont laugh k....i'm just trying tio justify my attitude... :p... sometimes i really envy some ppl who r very satisfied n...

my mum agreed to let me buy a new phone!!!!! infact....it was very easy!! i knew she would agree sooner or later....(my mum never says no to me...) but i didnt expect her to say OK as soon as i asked her (only once that too!!) i guess she's fed up of impossing d "mobile phone r only for making calls n msging...y do u need camera, mp3, fm, n God knows watever in ur phone??" on me.... hehehe...... but she knew it was coming anyway.....i made her well prepared for it well ahead of time..... hahahha!! for almost one month now i've been telling her that my current phone is giving me problems... ( i didnt want to drop a nuclear bomb on her one fine day by telling her that i wanna change my phone again within 8 or 9 months!! ) my mum knows that i cant live with d same mobile phone for more than 10 months at d absolute maximum..... she already knew that when she bought this phone for me last year...hehehe....( i should have bought d same nokia which i lost..or else so...

havent been blogging much cos i've been off mood since friday. i heard a very sad news from my mum on friday...n i was terribly effected by that . i couldnt even study for my zoolgy test which i had the next day...God knows what rubbish i wrote for that test!! i was on an emotional roller coaster the whole weekend...but am getting much much better now...thank God for that... Anyway, classes were dull as usual...( what do u expect on a monday morning??! ) we had eng, biotech, zoology ( all of which i have no idea what d teachers were teaching...i was in my own sweet world..hehehe... ) we didnt have d 4th hour...so as usual d whole gang sat by d drive and everyone was talking about almost everything under d sun...everyone except for me...i somehow feel that my comments and views are not appreciated too much...sometimes it feels as if i'm talking to d walls...sometimes i just choose to keep quiet n listen (actually most of d time i listen...) rather than to talk n not be heard...

I'm sitting here in a boring room, its just another monday afternoon.... I hate mondays and i hate Chemistry!!... everytime i say that i hate chemistry...my friends always says "love your enemies!" hahahha..... is it possible to even try to like chemistry!! i seriously DOUBT it!! hahahha...!! i just cant wait to get rid of chemistry from my life!! Anyway...moving on to other stuff...i kindda enjoyed add eng class today...hehehe...thats cos i was sitting in a very strategical place....neither could d teacher see me nor could she see me msging with my mobile phone!! hahahah!!....so i was happily msging away to glory for almost one whole hour!! hehehe... kindda catching up with a lot of my friends...havent been able to do that for quite some time now cos my phone is giving problems off late...( even today i had to stop msging in class halfway cos my phone switched off n wouldnt switch on again!! ) so, i guess its high time i changed my phone....hehehe... ;) !! i'm ...

i typed a long msg n then i click something else n everything disappears!!!!!!!!! i dont even remember all that i typed...n am absolutely not in d mood to recall everything n type it again!! havent been in a good mood since i woke up in d morning.....n i'm still in d same disturbing mood....so, am not gonna bother ... i have to study for my exams/internal assessments which is starting from tomorrow.....i have loads to study n i havent even started!! i guess that alone is good enough to put someone in a lousy mood rite...

Yesterday was an example of a very blessed day. it was a combination of lazyness, fun, progress and blessings. We were late for class as usual in d morning..and since i had practicals d 1st hour, i was practically running to the lab. when i reached d lab, all my classmates were walking out d lab....apparently we were supposed to go to d audi for some science feast inauguration lecture. Since my college's main audi was under re-construction, we all had to gather in d smaller audi...which is next to impossible to fit everyone in....a lot of girls were standing outside...some of my friends and i escaped from there and went to out normal spot. My friend and i decided to go back home cos we heard that there wont be any classes for the day. on our way back, we stopped in a shop for chocolate mousse and sinful chocolate ( choco cake with ice cream and extra toppings). it was so so yummy!!!! heehhehe.... by the time we reached home it was almost 11am i think. i was meddling with my k...