Chumi Lakshmi

Wat happens when ur flight is delayed for more than 10 hours, and u'r not even sure if its true and u reached d airport almost 4 hours before d rescheduled time, get stuck in a terrible human congestion, wait at d counter for more than 2 hours to check in ur luggage and get ur boarding ticker, worry if ur luggage might exceed d limit or not, get meet someone who is heading to d same destination as u, who is a human reptile?! well, that's wat happened to me more than a week ago and i'm still blur about how i reacted to it. i received a call a few hours before my scheduled flight and was told that the flight was being delayed for more than 10 hours and it was rescheduled for the next morning, and that i would have to spend d whole of a saturday in flights and airports. i just lost it when that lady from d airport told me. i just said ok, and hung up without asking for proper details and confirmations. a few minutes after that i tried calling some 10 numbers again and agai...

ok, i'm really blur now.. i dont know wat to blog about ... cos there;s more than i can remember.. n i bet i forgot most of it already.... but d most important ones which i remember is about my delayed flight n d reptile which i met in d airport, my new look, Taiping youth camp, movies, ... eerr.. i told u i forgot most of wat happened in d last 2 weeks....oh, n i got myself a pair of sunglasses.. (yes.. yet another one... :P) well,i guess i'll just stat with d airport thing later.. cos now i got to go n prepare lunch before my mum comes back home.. no no no.. dont worry.. am not gonna cook... just make sandwiches... hey, i can do that alrite! :P

Bangalore is freezing cold for d past few days.. d weather's between 8 degrees n 14 degrees! my fingers n toes get so cold that my finger nails n toes nails become purplish blue in colour, as if its just rotting, n go so numb that i wont be able to feel d fingers on my left hand while i'm doing d exam! n my teeth goes shattering non stop.. till my friends wonder if its shattering because of d cold weather or because of exam tension. hhaha... a few days ago... just before one practical exam, a few friends n i were trying to figure some doubt which we had in that subject.. i couldnt even talk properly cos my teeth was chattering.. i had to repeat d sentence a few times in bits n pieces so that they understood! thanks to this stupid weather.. i'm feeling sick already today... ok ok.. d ice cream i had yesterday is d culprit..... but it was just one small scoop of Snickers Gellato ice cream.. how much damage can it cause anyway...? :P on a happier note... i'm happil...

i;m just getting so sick of my stupid exams... even though i dont study for it everyday.. i am pressured from d very thought of it. this semester's exam time table is just plain lousy! almost everyday i have exams! n to top this off, almost everyday i get headaches too! i wake up with a headache almost every alternate days! n all i can do is easily take a tablet.. which is acting too much rite now. i took 2 Crocin ( something like Panadol but stronger i think ) on Sunday afternoon, one last nite, one this morning, one in d evening, n 2 more about less than an hour ago... n now i'm feeling nauseated n sick! wat to i do to get rid of this headache n tension without having to take Panadols?? this is d only solution i can think of n d most effective cos i cant keep my eyes open with a migraine n i cant study while my head feels as if its gonna fall off my neck! n i am yet to start studying for tomorrow's organic chem. i hate chemistry... leave alone Organic chem!!! n by...

now that exams r over.. it looks n feels as if i have absolutely nothing else to do with my life other than studying! its not that i wanna study 24/7.. its just this education system here in India which requires u to be glued to ur books or notes or reference books all d time.. so when u'r without it, it feels odd.... mum's gone to Bangkok this morning... so i cant even talk to her today... Perfect timing that bald boss of hers has to arrange for a company trip!!! d day after my exams!! i couldnt even talk to mum properly for almost 2 weeks cos of stupid exams.. n then yesterday i couldnt talk for long cos she had to pack up n settle eveything before leaving.. n today she's not even at home!! :( *sigh* wat do i do with my life.... i'm feeling very miserable rite now.. as if i have no purpose at all

exams r finally over... but its just d theory exams... i've got practicals from d 13th till d 22nd... n then i'll finally be able to go back home!!!! anyway.. as soon as exams got over today.. me went shopping!!! hahaha... but didnt shop to my hearts content yet! this is just d beginning!! hehehhe... actually, i wanted to go to Com Street ( that's sort of a famous shopping spot here in Bangalore ) n then to Big Bazaar ( its concept is something like Pacific or BM Plaza.. ).. but i only went to Com street n then got back home.. cos i thought tomorrow was Diwali n it'd be really crowded n it'd be total madness to go shopping now! i wont even have to walk to get around in that building.. d massive crowd will just push me around!! i didnt wanna get cramped in that crowd so i got back home.. n only now i heard from a friend that Diwali is on d 9th n not d 7th!!! this is wat exams n studies do to me.. i forget wat's on wat day! i wouldnt be surprised if i forget m...

my mum told me about it last nite when i was talking to her.... i was happily yakking away to glory about my d shopping,d clothes that i bought, wat else i wanna buy, asking her to send me more money, about my mum's bangkok trip, n giving her d list of things i want from there n all that nonsense... n towards d end, when i was gonna hang up cos my mum hadnt packed up anything at all for her early today morning... she said there was something that happened yesterday evening n she wasnt sure if she should tell me or not... i literally had to force it out of her.. n when she finally did tell me.. i felt as if i was stoned! i just didnt believe wat she was telling.... a lot of ppl might be happy that he's finally dead n gone.. cos that's wat they've been praying for.. but a lot more ppl will be really upset about his death... because he was a good man!! he was a criminal n civil lawyer... watever he did was because his profession was such! only d day before when ...

me watched 3 movies today! one in d morning, one in d afternoon n one at nite... yea. ..during breakfast, lunch n dinner.. hahaha! i watched The Chronicles of Narnia in d morning while i was having breakfast.. i missed almost one hour of d beginning i think.. i didnt know it was playing on tv today.. so i went down for breakfast kindda later then usual.. but i've seen bits n pieces a few weeks/months ago.. ( this movie's played quite often on tv here ) then when i went down in d afternoon for lunch... The Fantastic 4 was playing.... i missed a few minutes of d beginning and d ending.. but it doesnt matter.. i understood d movie anyways... since i finished talking to my mum in d evening today.. i was watching tv again at nite.. from 8pm till 12.30am.... at first was a game show sort... it was a dance show... today was d semi finals n since i'll be following this, i made sure i didnt miss it.. after that was Enough by J Lo... i actually didnt wanna watch it.. not cos i ...

break actually.. just back here in my blog after 1o days..... :P well... a lot of things happened.... firstly....about my return ticket which i happily booked on a friday without even looking at d calendar!! yea.. i did call up d agent d next day when i was supposed to.. he said he had to check with d airline n call me. so, i said cool... but i wasnt cool about it at all! i was eagerly waiting for his return call n praying in d mean time that there shouldnt be any problem... he called back in about 5 minutes.. n guess wat he said!! "There are plenty of availabilities on sunday, d 6th of Jan... let me know when u can pay d penalty ( of RS2000 = RM200 ) n i'll make d changes for u. absolutely no problem with that!" n i was like .. "WAT D..!!!!!!" RM 200 to change d dates!!?? i so shocked that i just said "no thank...i'll happily keep d current dates!" n i hung up!! RM200 just to change one freaking date from d 4th to d 6th.. how much trouble is...

rite... after that was all studies, studies n more studies....n also exams, yup my exams started on d 27th of Oct ( that explains d AAAAAGGGGGHHHHH! shout out in my page rite.. hahahah )... . there were a lot of things.. but i dont remember anything now.. but d most important thing i wanna blog about is about wat happened on... eerr.. lemme think... oh yea.. it was on wednesday during my zoology paper V exam! first of all i was so stressed out for that exams ( like i always am just a few hours or minutes before any exams ), n d fact that i hardly slept d nite before ( like it always happens d nite before d exams )...i hardly had any common sense to notice anything weird happening around me...! d paper wasnt too bad actually.. i had chucked a few chapters here n there while studying... but i had enough options to choose from.. but there was a lot to write n i had to make sure i dont leave out any important points. at about 11 am i think, another teacher walked in to our class for d...

i mean.. seriously.. when was d last time u've seen anyone so careless n stupid for some reason or d other?? have u seen or heard of anyone who books a flight tickets without checking d calendar??! well... u'r looking at one now! eerr... u'r reading her blog now actually.... i booked my flight ticket without looking at d calender, confirmed it with my mum, got d ticket issued n paid for it some 3 days back, n got hold of d ticket n happily blogged about it n announced to d whole wide world that i'll be going back home on d 24th of Nov, n realized only yesterday that my return flight is on a friday!!! wat would i do back in bangalore on a friday nite...when i can spend another extra day or two at home n fly back on a sunday?!? n that too when there r flights flying back to bangalore from Pg on saturdays n sundays!!! how much more careless can i get!!! tomorrow i have to call up d travel agent n ask them if they can make d changes.... i hope there r seats available ...

yup!!! I'VE GOT MY TICKETS ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D my friend's aunt brought it back home for me in d evening today... i've been waiting for this since monday!! hahaha... but since aunty was sick.. she didnt go to work till today... but anyway.. i got hold of d tickets already!!!!!!!! i cant wait to go back home!!!! hahahahha

actually... 23rd of nov... where art thou!!??! but before that i have my exams to think about! :( there's so much to study!!!!! how can they possibly make us study a whole year's syllabus within a so called 6-month-semester. its only 6 months for name's sake...but in reallity we only have 3 months of classes, 2 weeks or less for study break n then 1 whole month of exams!! i dont remember if i've mentioned this before.. ( i've been cribbing about this every single day when i see my BCom n BA friends ).. d BCom n BA students get to go back home for their semester break from d 6th of nov.. while we have to stay beack till d 22nd of nov!! y?? because we have pracs n they dont!!!!!! there's so much to study!!! =( =( =(. by d end of everyday i just get so saturated n brain dead!! even in my sleep i dream about stupid chemistry n biotech...!!at least i havent started seeing animals n skeletons in my dreams..! cos i havent started studying zoology.... sigh! i...

my final exams is starting in exactly 10 days time... n i still have d time n guts to feel bored!! my friend n i started studying on saturday... n today's only monday.. i'm already gettign bugged of staying at home, making time table, trying to follow it n study.... :( but i have to go on doing this same routine for more than a month! my exams r from d 27th of oct till d 22nd of nov. its so not fair! d B.Com n BA students get to go back home for their semester break on d 7th of nov while we d B.Sc students have to wait till 22nd of Nov cos of our stupid pracs!!! its always us d science students who have to sacrifice everything! be it movies, fun, fest, or even holidays! y?? because we r science students n we have to sacrifice everything n devote our lives to our Labs!! my foot!! i cant wait to get over with this BSc n go back home for good! n in d mean time ( which is another 6 months before i can sya good bye to BSc... ) i have to go n study chemistry now!! :( :( :( I H...

today was such a hectic tiring day, n most of all IRRITATING day!!!!!!! i went to college for absolutely no reason at all.. actually, i had a lot of work to do.. but nothing got done cos of lazy ppl!!! d teachers themselves delay everything till d last minute n they yell at us for not keeping our work up to date!my zoology records were due on monday. i spent d whole day ( from 9am till 3.30pm ) writing non stop to complete everything, n submitted both d records... n till today, none of it is even corrected! ( leave alone attestation!), n d teachers r d ones who tell us not to leave everything till d last minute!! n then i had to go to d FRO ( Foreigner's Registration Office ) to get my RP ( Residential Permit ). i did it myself last year.. n i should have done it myself this year too!!i couldnt go on my own cos i didnt have d time.. by d time my classes get over.. d FRO would be closed already.. so i gave to my good-for-nothing education consultant! he's only my education ...

less than 3 weeks away from my semester exams.. n i choose to fall sick! talk about perfect timing! obviously i didnt choose to fall sick... but yet.. i'm sick now... thanks to d stupid weather fluctuations in Bangalore n d pollutions around! n i've been sleeping like a sleeping beauty since friday i think! friday i slept for God only knows how many hours.. cos i was sleep deprived for 3 or 4 days while d Vision Net team was here... n then on saturday.. i slept through dinner cos of d cough mixture which i had to take ( i got cough cos of all d ice cream n cold drinks n milk shakes which i had while i had been eating out with d Vision net team.. i didnt think about falling sick even for one second while having all those.. but am suffering from d consequences now! ), on sunday and monday i slept as if my examas were already over... yesterday i slept too long in d afternoon n today.. i slept cos of d flu tablets which i had to take... i wonder y i sleep so much before exams....

it's 12am here in india.... i'm supposed to be studying... but here i am blogging! d exact opposite of studying...! *sigh* i just cant seem to be able to concentrate on my studies... thinking too much about d past, present n future... past is happy memory, present is depressing, n future is all imaginations n hope... which is obviously happy too... so... i'm kindda lingering in d past n future, instead of concentration in my present life n try n study Last week was so much of fun! my friend's from Malaysia in d the Vision Net team had come to Bangalore for a few days.. n i was with them all d days. since it was all men this time, i didnt stay over with them... i leave my house early in d morning n go over to their place.. n get back home late at nite about after 12 almost everday.. i even bunked college.. :P we went shopping, window shopping, cuci mata-ing ( only they did that... i couldnt even look at anyone with 5 men walking around me like my bodyguards!!!hahah...

well.. yup.. i'm back again... back under popular demand!! ahahahha! i kindda stopped bloggin while i was at home during d break... i guess i might stop again when i go back home this sem break... but i'll just blog till then... ok ok.. here goes to everyone who asked y i stopped blogging.....i didnt stop cos i didnt feel like it anymore.. i just stopped cos i didnt go online as often (while i was at home in Malaysia) as i used to while i'm here in India.. n my mum hates it when i'm sitting online for too long.. so, naturally i spent lesser time online... n i was going out everyday, doing chores, occupied with many others things n commitments.. so blogging had to take a back seat at that time... i considered blogging again when i got back to india... but i didnt wanna make it a habit.. so i thought i might just stop... but so many ppl have been asking me y i stopped.... n more were asking to update my blog in blogger.com...so, i've decided to continue!! :D but...

I'm finally ready with d new blog in blogspot/blogger....thanks to trishey... without whom i couldnt have even thought of trying to get a new one!! u can view my new blog at this link : http://chumi24.blogspot.com drop by when u r free n leave a msg for me k.. :) so, i guess i wont be bloggin here anymore.. 2 blogs is a bit too much for me..but i dont wanna delete this blog.... kindda emotionally attached...this being my 1st blog... heheheh... Anyway, hope to see u guys in my new blog soon... ;)

After such a long time…. I’ve finally decided that I’m gonna start a new blog… I’m getting kindda bored with this one here in friendster… n since I’ve out grown this friendster blog… I’ve decided that its time I ‘grew up’ n start using a proper blog…. Hheheheh…. I decided to use this blog in friendster cos I wasn’t too sure if I’ll continue blogging or not…n I wasn’t sure how long this blogging thing will last for me…. I’m d kindda person who gets bored easily… I got to keep changing things so that I can keep myself entertained and satisfied …. After almost a year…. I’ve learnt that I am not addicted to blogging… but I enjoy blogging…… I somehow like d feeling of being able to talk about a few things without looking at anyone directly n without having to justify myself or clarify anything…. Cos firstly this is MY blog…n secondly I don’t even know who’s reading it… haahha…..so I don’t have to bother about anyone getting offended.. ( not that I backstab ppl or gossip abou...

I have LOADS to blog about today… but I’ll tell it one at a time… if I were to blog everything that I want to by 2nite… I doubt if any of u will ever have d patients to read my blogs anymore!! So, being as much considerate as possible…I’ll make it short n sweet… Ok, d very 1 st thing is… my exams r finally over!!!!!! U cannot even imagine how happy I am to get over with my exams and get rid of my books!! D 1 st thing I did today as soon as I reached home was to pack up all my books n notes which I used this sem. I’ve never been this restless to get over with my exams!!! Its not like I was glued to my books 24/7… but I did study quite a lot this sem… a lot enough to keep me away from text books till the 3 rd of July as least!! Anyway… after d exams.. as usual … I became Cinderella for d day…. N my duty is not over yet for today….. got kindda lazy in between… hehehhe… Secondly… eerrr…. I forgot wat else I wanted to blog… =P I’m too sleepy now to recall too...

well well well.. today was my last eng paper for d rest of this degree...n guess wat..?? it was d best paper i had ever answered in 2 whole years!! hahaha.. i actually enjoyed answering all d questions n reading d passages... this one particular letter grabbed my attention... its realy funny....u should read it... I spent such a long time typing this silly long letter.. so u ppl better spend as much time reading it!! it's not a request, its a threat!!! hahaha.... well, here goes... Dear Papa, This is an answer to your letter about my transgressions. Yes, my first rank slipped to the second rank. You advised me that I should think before studying, before answering the papers. Yes, the operating word “think” did make me muse and these are the results of those musings. Father, we have never really been close and I can’t really say, you’ve been my friend, philosopher, guide etc. yet, I would like you to be aware of my musings. They are very important to me. You are high...

maybe not exactly a killer.. i think cut throat would be a better name.... or maybe both... it was just plain stupid and annoying!! there are a hundreds of other important things in my big fat zoology text book that could have been asked... but NO!! thats not wat they'll ask...!! these lousy, lazy bum of d 1st order lecturers only know how to sit in an air conditioned room, n fill their stomach with food, n gossip about students and n give us good for nothing questions and let us suffer.. wat do they care about us anyways... I'm getting so fed up with d education system la... i've had enough of it already!! i just cant wait to finish next year... after that i dont even wanna think about studying here or work here.... all we are expected to do is mug mug n mug up everything... where's d practical knowledge, where's d chance to practicalise wat we learn?? i'm sitting here like a zombie cos i had to wake up at 3 in d morning to revise! n wat do i get in retur...

I read this in Our Daily Bread... it was d word of God for today... while reading it, i knew it was really true even though sometimes we think that wat we did or said is absolutely rite ... so, i thought i might just share it with u guys... take a few minutes off n read it... it might help u too, as it helps me all d time... Changing the World It’s a full-time job trying to get people to change. Oh, what a perfect world it would be—if only other people would do what we want! A plaque in our family room may hold the key to the secret of change. It’s in Dutch, but translated it reads: Change the World— Begin With Yourself Not what most of us want to hear! Jesus told a parable about the problem of not seeing our own faults. He said, “How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me remove the speck that is in your eye,’ when you yourself do not see the plank that is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye” (Luke 6:42). Being able to see other pe...

Yes!! 1 paper done.. 4 more to go… but d problem is.. my next paper is a KILLER!! I don’t believe this…! For d 1 st time in my life I find zoology difficult…. N chem is not too bad!! Shocking isn’t it??!! I’m zapped myself! I’ll do anything to get rid of Chem from my life… that’s how much I hate Chem! But it’ll be stuck with it for another whole year!! Anyway, today’s paper was ok… keeping in mind that I had Add Eng today… today’s paper SHOULD be and MUST be ok…or not I’d better go hang myself!! I’ll die if I can’t do an eng paper properly… I finished it by 11.15am n d teacher told us that had to stay till d end ( which is 12.30noon) no matter wat… while trying to figure out how I’m going to survive d KILLER paper on Wednesday… I accidentally fell asleep…. Hehehe….. I was sitting up straight n kindda dozing off, so it was obvious that I was sleeping.. d teacher couldn’t bare to see me dozing off in front of my exam paper n she let me go… hehehe… I did it on purpose act...

Me had cheese cake yesterday!! =D … but d best part was how we decided ( how many hours we took to decide actually…), how we got lost n how we ended up in that place…. Hahha… hilarious… we had been to this place called Cake Walk last year for a friends birthday treat… n d cheese there was kindda decent… compared to other places… yesterday we were watching this health n living channel in which there was some cooking programme going on… n d 3 of us got hungry ( we had just finished our lunch by the way…) n we were trying to figure out where n wat can we eat… we were actually thinking of going somewhere near by so that we don’t waste a lot of time…cos my friend n I had to study… but some how we ended up deciding on going to Cake Walk cos theirs is supposedly good…. We were supposed to leave at 5pm…but we only left at 5.45pm…(oh.. we started planning since 3 in d afternoon by d way…) n then we had to go out of our way n stop in a mobile shop cos my friend’s sim card got bloc...

i cant think of a proper title for today's blog... initially i wanted to blog about a poem with Trish allowed me to copy... but am in no mood for that at all now.... i woke up feeling very happy n nervous at d same time... there's only 5 more days for my final exams n i have SO much to study!! this 5 days is gonna be like hell for me!! anyway, i spoke to my aunt( who gave me a wake up call n woke me up from my slumber land...thanks but no thanks.. i slept very late last nite.. ) n then i realized that there was more things on my mind other than my exams... n then got super irritated cos i felt i was made use of, ignored, victimized, ....( watever la...) i dont wanna talk about it... i dont wanna clarify anything ( i'm so sick of clarifying..wat's d point anyway if it happens almost everyday!!) n i dont wanna think about it.. i'll just continue being like how i am now... if anyone wanna talk to me they can go ahead n talk... but i've learnt my lesson... i am...

i wonder if men ever have a limit to exploiting other ppl's life and God's creations... I read this Horoscope thingy in d bulletin today... this is extremely hillarious.... i dont believe in this sort of nonsense... but something just caught my eye, n i ended up reading Cancer's (mine)..n ended up laughing my heart out.. hehehe... so, i've posted it here for u all to have a good laugh too... ahahaha... oh n by the way dont bother about d bad luck thing k... its nothing at all... it doesnt work... SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wan...

all this while, i've only heard of ppl saying that the ocean is full of fishes... which means there are many more guys or girls who r available... so, dont worry about d one whom u've lost... u'll always get another one sooner or later... but today, i read in a penang's most famous blogger's site... that Bf/GF relationship is like busses... if u miss one... then catch d next one... hahaha!! that's a good way to think of it n get over a broken relationship.. anyway... today's theme seemed to be about relationships... (unintentionally of course....) like a good girl..i started studying this morning... (11.30 is still morning k!!) n managed to do a little bit of studying ( obviously with a lot of distractions in between... i've got nil concentration power nowadays... =s )..n while studying... me received a lot of msges/jokes/forwards... about relationships... i dont really remember any of them now.... n then in d evening i went to a friends house......

i only woke up at 10 this morning...n by the time i started to study... it was already 11.30am... so much for trying to wake up early n start studying!! but i actually woke up at 4.30 this morning...cos i slept off while trying to study last nite...n left d lights on...so, it was very bright at 4.30am n i thought it was already some 10 or 11 in d morning... but when i saw d time, i happily switched off d lights n went back to sleep!!! trust me to wake up early in d morning n this is wat will happen.. hahaha.. anyway, i forced myself to sit still n start studying at 11.30am.... i didnt study...but i took 1 and half hour to finish studying something which would only need half an hour!! d extra one hour was because i was day dreaming as usual...n planning for my holidays.... last nite while i was talking to mum, she told me that she has made a lot of plans for may n june while i'm at home in malaysia... so, today i started thinking about it already!! this is wat i do all d time du...

It's 1am on a sunday morning.. i have to wake up early tomorrow n here i am blogging away.. instead of sleeping or studying!! i havent even started studying..n i only have 2 weeks left!!! AAARRGGHHH!!! ok ok..i dont wanna start with that now... i am still not in d mood to study.. so am happily friendster-ing n orkut-ing away.... Orkut is another media through which u can keep in touch with friends... just like friendster, high-5 (or watever it is) n things of that sort.. but orkut is really sad... i've joined it cos my friends in India r in Orkut... n there was a lot of compulsion... so i thought i'd just give it a try... Anyway, since i've got loads of free time now ( i'm asking for trouble here!! ) i was just looking through my friends' profiles, pics, n their friends n all that stuff....n i guess wat... i found SO many other friends!! (ex-schollmates) i actually forgot about most of them since i left school.... hey, no offence k... it's not like i ...

as if i am not dark enough...i'm being burnt even more... everyday and everytime i go out some where n come back home...i get so burnt n roasted!! d weather is really really bad here!! its just so boiling hot..n it doesnt help even when i am sitting right under the fan!! i wonder wat my mum's gonna say when she sees me in May...i wonder if my friends will be able to recognize!! i'm completely sun burnt ... Anyway, it was worth getting burnt yesterday... (we had to ride for about half an hour to reach d PVR...where Pursuit of Happyness was playing)....d movie was vey gud!! its a MUST watch movie!! really really worth it!! Will Smith was too gud n so was his cute kiddo son... hehehe... my friend n i actually wanted to watch this movie last thursday ...but we were a bit too late...d tickets were all sold out... so we ended up watching another tamil movie...Mozhli...Jothika's movie...that was a good movie too... n we promised ourselves that that was gonna be d l...

i am getting so irritated with this power failure here!!! there's been a power cut like 4 times within 45minutes!! n to add on to it...it only happens during summer!! i'm already boiling n melting here...n to top it all off i cant even switch on d fan!! i cant download anything peacefully, cant play d keyboard, can charge my phone, cant watch tv!! i just realized how much i depend on electricity..... =s anyway, i havent been doing anything much other than play with my mobile phone, n store all d numbers n try n figure out of things work in a sony ericsson.... storing numbers is another headache!! i had all my numbers stored in my previous phone cos my sim card could only hold about 100 numbers n i had to change sim cards when i am in india n when i am in malaysia..... my previous phone didnt have bluetooth...so, i had to write down all d numbers n then save it in d new phone...which i still havent finished!! yesterday...some of my classmates were msging me....n i replied wi...

Yesterday i made a drastic decision.... i wanted to learn to be humble...i wanted to learn to live a simple life.... if others can live like that...y cant i?? if others can live with normal phones...y cant i live with a phone that doesnt have a camera, bluetooth, IR, memory card, walkman, fm, etc.... after all ..a mobile phone is only needed to make n receive calls and msges.... n especially during emergencies.... so, i decided that i would just buy a normal phone that can be used only for calls and msges.... even my friend was so shocked with my decision!! but i made up my mind that i wanna try to learn to live like that... even my mum will be so happy if i do that!! i wanted to be very humble ... i wanted to be less materialistic... i wanted to live like every other normal ppl who can be so satisfied and thankful with watever they have... i wanted to be all this for only 5 minutes...after that i was dreaming about my sony ericsson w810i again!!! hahaha!! so much for me trying t...

i initially wanted to blog about something very different...but my mood changed drastically n now i dont feel like blogging at all!! this stupid virus is getting on my nerves too much...n so r some ppl!! thanks a lot to Trish though...she helped me so much to try n get rid of d virus in my comp...unlike some ppl!!! i had blocked a friend on my msn messenger about a month ago ( for some particular reasons....) and d other day when i so desperately wanted help with my comp...i unblocked him and wanted to ask him for help...but i didnt wanna jump on it immediately ....so i gave it a few minutes...n guess wat....within less than 2 minutes he signed off!! wat was that all about??!! i obviously came up with a lot of excuses on his behalf ...n u know wat i'm sick of doing that...and i couldnt be bothered..!1 ( yea rite...i wish!! ) i was upset about that...but then i got over it....but later on...some other ppl managed to push me down n hurt me .. when on earth am i ever gonna be ab...

Everytime i try to install something ...something goes wrong with my comp!!!! d whole afternoon of yesterday i was trying to load some songs in my friend's ipod... for that i had to load that stupid itune thing...transfer d songs to d itune lib n then transfer it to d ipod....i did everything correctly till transfering d songs to d lib in itunes...but i didnt know how to tranfer it to d ipod...nothing seemed to be working out...!! i got so irritated n i ended up with a headache...so i decided to take a break... n then in d evening when i logged in to d net...my homepage was changed to some stupid quicknews thing... i have absolutely no clue how n when that happened!! so, i went to d internet options to change it back to my yahoo homepage...n guess wat... it wouldnt work!!! d options to change d home page is completely blocked!! i tried virus scan, i uninstalled itunes... i didnt everything i possibly know ...but its not working... someone pls help me!! i dont want that sill...

as if i dont have enough work to do in my hands rite now.....i've got another presentation to prepare for next week!!! n guess for which subject...add eng!!!! i dont believe this!!! we were supposed to make some sort of lame presentation for add eng this week....its part of our internal assessment for this semester...n its supposed to be lame cos its add eng!! i mean....we have a lazy bum of d 1st order as our teacher n she gives marks as if she's distributing her family property to everyone ( believe me she's that greedy!! i wonder wat on earth she does with all our marks!! ) i wanted to finish off with this presentation thing as soon as possible so that i can do my other work in peace...so i told my group members to be prepared to do it today...n all of us were prepared...we were gonna talk about Abdul Kalam (he's India's current president...for those who didnt know) ..n we were going to read it out straight from d paper...no point reading it before hand n all...

it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be to convince my mum to get me d phone i wan!! but i didnt push my mum too much.... i only told her once about d phone i wanted... errr...actually i went on n on bragging about d phone for almost half an hour...i was practically reading out d whole review to my mum ( d gud ones only )...while she was patiently waiting for me to finish all that story n tell her how much that phone costs.... n when i eventually did...she said no....as easy as that.... my mum keeps saying that i'm becoming very pampered n materialistic n i get all that i want without having to pay for it...she went on n on saying d same thing... it's not that i do it on purpose la...sometimes when i think about how crazy i get thinking about mobile phones, electronic gadgets n stuff like that....i feel that it might be some sort or disorder...dont laugh k....i'm just trying tio justify my attitude... :p... sometimes i really envy some ppl who r very satisfied n...

my mum agreed to let me buy a new phone!!!!! infact....it was very easy!! i knew she would agree sooner or later....(my mum never says no to me...) but i didnt expect her to say OK as soon as i asked her (only once that too!!) i guess she's fed up of impossing d "mobile phone r only for making calls n msging...y do u need camera, mp3, fm, n God knows watever in ur phone??" on me.... hehehe...... but she knew it was coming anyway.....i made her well prepared for it well ahead of time..... hahahha!! for almost one month now i've been telling her that my current phone is giving me problems... ( i didnt want to drop a nuclear bomb on her one fine day by telling her that i wanna change my phone again within 8 or 9 months!! ) my mum knows that i cant live with d same mobile phone for more than 10 months at d absolute maximum..... she already knew that when she bought this phone for me last year...hehehe....( i should have bought d same nokia which i lost..or else so...

havent been blogging much cos i've been off mood since friday. i heard a very sad news from my mum on friday...n i was terribly effected by that . i couldnt even study for my zoolgy test which i had the next day...God knows what rubbish i wrote for that test!! i was on an emotional roller coaster the whole weekend...but am getting much much better now...thank God for that... Anyway, classes were dull as usual...( what do u expect on a monday morning??! ) we had eng, biotech, zoology ( all of which i have no idea what d teachers were teaching...i was in my own sweet world..hehehe... ) we didnt have d 4th hour...so as usual d whole gang sat by d drive and everyone was talking about almost everything under d sun...everyone except for me...i somehow feel that my comments and views are not appreciated too much...sometimes it feels as if i'm talking to d walls...sometimes i just choose to keep quiet n listen (actually most of d time i listen...) rather than to talk n not be heard...

I'm sitting here in a boring room, its just another monday afternoon.... I hate mondays and i hate Chemistry!!... everytime i say that i hate chemistry...my friends always says "love your enemies!" hahahha..... is it possible to even try to like chemistry!! i seriously DOUBT it!! hahahha...!! i just cant wait to get rid of chemistry from my life!! Anyway...moving on to other stuff...i kindda enjoyed add eng class today...hehehe...thats cos i was sitting in a very strategical place....neither could d teacher see me nor could she see me msging with my mobile phone!! hahahah!!....so i was happily msging away to glory for almost one whole hour!! hehehe... kindda catching up with a lot of my friends...havent been able to do that for quite some time now cos my phone is giving problems off late...( even today i had to stop msging in class halfway cos my phone switched off n wouldnt switch on again!! ) so, i guess its high time i changed my phone....hehehe... ;) !! i'm ...

i typed a long msg n then i click something else n everything disappears!!!!!!!!! i dont even remember all that i typed...n am absolutely not in d mood to recall everything n type it again!! havent been in a good mood since i woke up in d morning.....n i'm still in d same disturbing mood....so, am not gonna bother ... i have to study for my exams/internal assessments which is starting from tomorrow.....i have loads to study n i havent even started!! i guess that alone is good enough to put someone in a lousy mood rite...

Yesterday was an example of a very blessed day. it was a combination of lazyness, fun, progress and blessings. We were late for class as usual in d morning..and since i had practicals d 1st hour, i was practically running to the lab. when i reached d lab, all my classmates were walking out d lab....apparently we were supposed to go to d audi for some science feast inauguration lecture. Since my college's main audi was under re-construction, we all had to gather in d smaller audi...which is next to impossible to fit everyone in....a lot of girls were standing outside...some of my friends and i escaped from there and went to out normal spot. My friend and i decided to go back home cos we heard that there wont be any classes for the day. on our way back, we stopped in a shop for chocolate mousse and sinful chocolate ( choco cake with ice cream and extra toppings). it was so so yummy!!!! heehhehe.... by the time we reached home it was almost 11am i think. i was meddling with my k...