Monday, February 26, 2007

yay... crab crab crab!!!

I HAD CRAB TODAY!!! Hehehe….. only 2 days ago I was craving for crab n today I had crab for dinner!! It wasn’t like how it is in Bukit Tambun….but it was crab anyways!!!!

Actually, crab for dinner today was least expected….my friend’s grandmother had cooked crab n since my friend likes crabs too…she gave some for all of us….me happy….hehehhe!!!

Anyhow…my list of eating places n menu is still increasing…I wonder if I’ll have enough time to eat all that during my break!! Hahahha…my mum will be happy anyway cos i’m surely gonna bloat up n put on weight!! Ahahahha….

Other than crabs for dinner….d rest of d day was normal….kindda boring actually……

My friend n I were early for class today for a change…cos both of us had shortage in our eng attendance n d teacher who comes in on Mondays is very particular about punctuality. She doesn’t let anyone in if they r even 5 minutes late….. because of that I’ve missed all her classes except once since December last year!!! I mean…come on la….its a Monday morning…n that too first hour….. how does she expect us to be early for class!! As it is, we have to force ourselves to get out of bed on a Monday morning n drag ourselves to college….as if that isn’t difficult enough…this lady wants us to be early for class!! She can go fly kites la!!

I was blur in class as usual… happily dreaming away to glory…n writing a journal….i didn’t want me friends sitting next to me to read it ( hey…it’s a journal …it’s supposed to be personal rite…?? )…so I wrote it in Malay….n it took me SO LONG!! I had to think so much before I wrote something n I couldn’t even write properly..!! my malay was so lousy that I had to stop…cos I myself couldn’t bare to read it!! Hehehe…..

After almost 2 years in India…I’ve become 3/4th an Indian…I’ve lost my Malaysian slang, I look like a Sri Lankan( that’s where ppl think I am from!!), I speak like an Indian who was born n brought up here in India, I think like an Indian too…..sigh….!! all said n done….do I need anymore reasons to come back home soon!!!??


Sunday, February 25, 2007

wonderful morning...but confusing ending

Today started off very beautifully. I woke up late as usual, but still....i was happy.... i was late for church by a few minutes, but i didnt miss too much...they had just started...

From the moment i stepped into church, till i stepped out...i was smilling. I especially enjoyed the worship today... it was really good....Even the preaching was good... I felt as if it was meant for me. When i was on my way back home...i had a lot of things in my mind. I made a few decisions, i actually made this decisions some time back but i just didnt follow it ( i even forgot about it....). So, today, i renewed those decisions.

For the past few months, i realized that my character has been changing slowly ( I never really realized it while it was happening ). Now, I feel as if i am a totaly different person. My friends back at home in Malaysia will know me as very patient, understanding and always smilling. But my friends here in India have never really seen that kind of Lakshmi. the ppl here think that i'm short tempered, arrogant and moody. Of course they have never told me that they think of me like that, but i can obviously make it out that that's how i am here.

I dont know how I became like this and why ( i even become depressed and upset easily ). But at least i have realized that i'm changing and i've realized that i should do something about it....

So, today, when i was on my way back, i made up my mind that i want to be the normal Lakshmi who was in Malaysia once again ( I dont like this Indian Lakshmi that i see in the mirror everyday ).

I wanted to share all the joy i had in me. I wanted to be a blessing to the ppl i see everyday.... But that was not what happened. even when i am normal, i am mistaken to be moody...i just dont understand...

I for one do not know how to and do not like to and do not want to butter up to ppl and be fake and show emotions and sentiments. i hate being like that!! so i dont behave like that to anyone at all..... But i'm slowly realizing that ppl will only accept you when you are fake to them... what is becoming of the world today??!! when u r urself (being urself, being truthful, being sincere and honest). they do not accept you. but when u put on a mask they love you ( for who u r NOT!!)

Saturday, February 24, 2007

FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!

I want FOOD!!! no no...first i want to GO BACK HOME!!! n then i wanna eat!!!

i cant wait to get back home already.....but there's another 2 more months for my semester break!! :( :( :(

today i had classes from 9am to 12noon...i had 1 hour of zoology class, n 2 hours of chemistry....n wat did i learn in today's class...? i have absolutely no idea!!... i was only physically present in d class....but in my mind i was at home in Malaysia....

NOTHING went inside my head today in class....i was least bothered to even take down d class notes..... u must be wondering wat i was doing in class for 3 hours then...rite??

well...i was busy thinking about how long my break will be ( i'm gonna take extra 2 weeks off from college in june anyways...i dont care about d attendance already!! )... n then i was mentally making a list of things that i wanna do when i get back home ( which is eat, sleep, watch tv, movies, cartoons, go shopping, catch up with all my friends, drive n eat some more!!! ) n then i made a list of d food that i wanted to eat, n d places that i wanted to go to eat... hehehe.... i decided to write it down properly cos there were too many...n i didnt wanna take d risk of trying to make a mental list n forget it in d end ...hehehe

i was actually caught in d act while writting that list in class today....but not by my teacher...heheh..my friend who was sitting in front of me turned behind towards d end of d hour n saw me writting non stop...she was surprised that i was taking down notes ...but then she realised that i wasnt...( who would write down names like Pizza, Nandos, Vistorian corner, Auto City, Pelita Nasi Kandar, food courts, prawns, crabs n names of chinese food for chemistry!! ahahhah!!) d list was actually longer than one whole A4 sheet... ;p

i am so bored of d food here!! there's nothing else other than indian food!! d chinese food here is nothing but indian food with so called chinese names!! d fast food is also indianized!!! n d western food is worse then lousy!!! i never thought i'd miss malaysian food so much!!

i've already started counting my days.....but d sad thing is...i have 2 more months before its time for my semester break...n i've got LOADS of assignments, due dates, tests, practicals n exams in between!!!!


Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Vision net

some of my church members n friends from Malaysia had come to Bangalore on d 14th of Feb...n they were here till d 18th nite.....n i stayed with them too....

i had so much of fun with them....(there were 8 men n i was d only girl...only on friday nite d other lady in d group reached bangalore)...we went out during d day n at nites there were meetings in different places.....i played d keyboard with d rest of d team....

by d way, they were my dates for Valentines day..... :)

on friday we went to a christian bookshop n we spent abour 3 or 4 hours there.....everyone was standing in one corner of d shop looking at either books, or cards, or cds.....as usual i was looking at d books n cds. i bought a few cds n a keychain that mum wanted. d others bought things worth thousands of ruppees....hahahha...

after that we went looking for a place to have lunch....on d way we stopped at a bakery n bought lots of egg puffs. those ppl liked it so much! we had lunch in a vegetarian restaurant,unfortunately. we actually didnt realize that it was a vege place. d reastaurant next to it was too crowed n we were all starving n couldnt wait....so, we just settled for d vege meals....but it was really good....

on saturday we went to a place called Brigade road....that's supposed to be one of d famous spots for tourists n shopping spot...

it was just rocking there that afternoon!! hahaha!! we spent d first one hour looking for each other...cos there were 12 of us all together n we had to take different transports....so, some of them sort of lost their way....n thanks to d airtel mobile service which was down d whole of that day...we couldnt even call d lost ones....

after we finally found everyone....we waited for another half an hour for some of them to change d US dollars. while waiting outside d shop.....a few of us were talking n looking around, when i saw one of my college friends. she's a sweet girl....she makes sure she talks eveytime we c each other during break times n classes....so, she saw me standing there n she came to talk to me.....she just said "hie Lakshmi....how r u wat r u doing here..." n before i could ans....all these fellows who were around me started grouping me n my friend!! ( there were 2 of them on my left n another 2 on my right n 1 was standing in front of me. there we all tall, dark, n big size...n all of them were wearing balck shades....in short they looked kind of scary...ahahaha!! ) so when my friend was talking to me...they we just fooling around n teasing...thats y they sort of cornered us.....n my friend got dead scared!! she said ok i got to go...n ran for her life!!! ahahah!!!!! n these guys were all married n had children!! ahaha...i keep recalling how my friend's face changed when she saw all these guys...i didnt have a chance to tell her that i was with them....she ran so fast!! ahahaa...hehehe....

after that d number 9s came.....this friend of mine called Ebi was busy talking to another friend, Kevin....i was standing behind Kevin, n Claudine was stading next to me. i warned ebi saying that there were number 9s coming towards him...but he was too into his conversation with Kevin, that he didnt hear me..... one of d number 9 patted Ebi on his shoulder. Ebi thought it was one of d team members ...so he coolly turned behind n he almost died!!! d number 9 sort of sayang-ed him. 'It' pinched Ebi's cheeks n went on talking to him saying that he was so handsome n all that. Ebi was so so shocked!! he leaned on Kevin n said "PLS HELP ME!!!" ( in Tamil...it was vey funny d way he said that!!) i was standing behind Kevin....so, i could easily hide behind him!! n Claudine was happily laughing her heart out!! so was i...but no one could see me...hahahaha!!!! then d number 9s moved to d side n they were commenting on Ebi n Kevin n Claudine. they said Ebi was handsome like a pig...n they got angry cos Claudine was laughing at them ( normally number 9s dont like girls at all...n theses number 9s in India dress up in sarees n wear make up...n they ask money from whoever they come across....if we dont give them money...they'll curse u ...n ppl here believe that their curses will supposedly effect u ) . they looked at Claudine n said "look at ur face...u look so ugly....look at us...we are so pretty n we look like tomatos..." ( in tamil it sounds like this " aiyae...munchiya paaru....yengala paaru...thakali maathiri yirukkoam" ...hahaha!!!!)

we were all just laughing n laughing for God knows how long!!( all d 10 of us except for Ebi!! he was simply terrified!!! ahahah) Ebi kept looking back every few steps to make sure the number 9s were not following us...ahaha poor guy!!

after we split into 3 groups n went on our own ways for shopping.... my group was d biggest...there were 6 of us...n we ended up sitting in Pizza hut instaed of shopping... :p.... on friday when they asked me wat i wanted for lunch, i said i wanted pizza...but we didnt have time then...so, on saturday they took me to Pizza hut. since i was d youngest girl n since i've been away from home...all of them were very caring on concern towards me. everytime we go out to eat....all of them will make sure i get watever i want, n all of them will always keep looking out for me when we r out. i felt so royal when we out shopping in Brigade road n other places. 2 men will walk in front of me, 2 men behind me, 2 on my left n another 2 on my right...n d others will follow behind...ahahah!!! i was so honoured!!!1 ahahha.

in Pizza hut i ordered watever i wanted. d others wanted something else...i said " no..i want this or that only..." hehehe....they obviously ordered watever i wanted.... :p we were sitting there for almost 2 hours. they picked a perfect spot where they can look at everyone who were there...so that tehy can cuci mata la....me also happily cuci mata...hehehe...

after Pizza...they finally decided to do a little bit of shopping....Ebi wanted to buy some earrings for his gf n sisters back at home n asked me to choose for him...i ahppily did d honour for him...hehehe...n he even bought earrings for me even when i said i dont want anything...( i chose it for myself in d end cos he threatened to pick d ugliest one for me!!..hahaha )

we waited for d others for more than half an hour. d deal was that d late ones were supposed to pay for d taxi back home...so, d other 5 who were late had to pay for d taxi..hehehe...

we finally reached home at about 4.. thats when i forced kevin to take me to d music shop n buy me d keyboard...;)

d 5 days with them was really really nice...not only d shopping n fun part....even d meetings n prayers were really good.....

they made a name tag specially for me ( cos everyone in d team has to wear a name tag ), n they bought a soveniour sort of thing for me ( which is a frame with words on it ), Ebi bought earrings for me, Kevin bought d keyboard for me n paid for everything else for me( taxi, food....)

when they were leaving for another state on sunday nite...they wanted me to follow them too....they were very keen on me going with them...but i couldnt...cos i'll be missing too many classes...

it was really an emotional torture for me when i was leavng them....i said i wanted to go back ealier n didnt want to join them for dinner...but they forced me to stay....i tried not to cry but couldnt control myself during dinner already...cos everyone was saying that they were gonna miss me...n they so wished i could follow them to d other state in india...n be with them...i myself so wished i could go with them....i'll even follow them back to Malaysia!!!

they wanted to send me back home...but i said it'll make things even worse for me....so, i quickly said bye to everyone n ran off....

when i reached home...i called my mum up to tell her that i had come back home... i tried not to tell her that i was upset...but she knew form my voice. i just couldnt control myself at all....

a lot of things were running in my mind...a lot of confusion..... i've sort of become a cry baby ever since i came to india n especially this past two days. everytime i think of sunday nite, n d vision net team leaving....immediately there'll be tears in my eyes......i just cant wait to finish my studies in 1 n half a year n go back home!!!


Sunday, February 18, 2007

yay yay!!!

i'm so happy !! i got a new keyboard!!!! hahahah!! eheheh....

i actually waited for a keyboard for almost 2 years now!! i couldnt bring my own keyboard from home cos it was too heavy...n a friend wanted to take mine....but he was delaying...cos he was expecting me to give my keyboard to him just like that one!!

wat will i do for money if i give it to him just like that??!! my mum will skin me alive if i go n ask her for some more money to buy keyboard!! as it is, she was so upset that i wasnt making proper use of d expensive keyboard that she got for me a day i asked her for it without a second thought!! this time she said it's up to me n my friend who wanted d keyboard....

so, i've been pestering him to buy me a simpler keyboard here in india, n then he can take mine which is back at home...cos that one is really really gud.....n he's been delaying it all this while...

yesterday all of a sudden he said "ok let's go to d music shop"...n then we saw a few keyboards.....n this one was more than his budget which he promised me....but i kept bugging him, giving him d baby smiles, n pls pls pls.....hehehe...until he agreed n took out his credit card!!! ahahah!!! n he even carried d keyboard back to my room ( on d 3rd floor of my friend's house) ( he normally hates to carry my keyboard for me...he'll always make me carry my own keyboard which weighs 20kgs!! ). so sweet of him!!! hehehe

so, both of us r happy now!!! i got a new keyboard....so now i dont have to walk to my friends house so often to practice keyboard...(but that also means that i wont be able to c my dream guy often... :( .....)...n he is happy cos he finally gets my keyboard!!

well, alls well, ends well.....

Friday, February 16, 2007

my valentine

i know i know...i'm just becoming lazy day by day..i sleep for practically 10 hours a day,i spend 8 hours in college, i watch tv for 4 hours, n in d remaining 2 hours i eat!! :p

well, wat i mean is...there hasnt been much things going on in my life....eerrr....ok, i'm not being totally honest....there has been some things going on....but i dont wanna attract too much of attention to it...hehehhe....

n its been more than a week already....so, i dont really remember d details....except that there was this cultural feastival in college d whole of last week. i stayed back in college till about 8pm most of d days....n then i went for a few tennis matches....but i didnt play...cos i was too busy with something else....so, d whole of last week flew just like that...didnt have time for a lot of things...

n nthis week, my friends from home have come down to bangalore...so, i'm going out with them everyday after my classes...n tonite i'll be staying over with them....i havent even had d time to talk to my mum properly.....i havent been able to chat with some of my friends who were waiting for me.....d stupid power goes off SSSOOOO OFTEN!!!!!!! when i start chatting with someone....i wont be able to end it properly cos d power goes off n only comes back after a few hours!! by then i'll have to go already!!

to my friends who have been 'neglected'....u know who u r.....i really didnt mean it k...it's just that my timings here r different compared to urs...n most of d time, i'm free when u r not.....well, everything will be back to normal from next week onwards....

n to everyone..."Happy Valentine's Day"...sorry for d late wishes...hehehe....it doesnt mean that Feb 14th is d only day to share n express love to one another rite.....:p

i went to college like a good girl on Valentine's day wearing a green n red coloured Punjabi suit....not knowing that red n green colour meant that i was single n ready to mingle n looking for a partner.....hahahha!!! anyways, college was fun that day...we didnt really have any solid classes, everyone was just happily talking n laughing away to glory...even d teachers...heheheh...n then in d evening i had a date!! with 8 men, 7 out of whom were married n d only single one was younger than me!! hahahaha!!!

actually, when my friends asked if i had a date...i honestly said no...but htey wouldnt believe...so, i happily told them that i was going out with 8 guys!! ahahaha!!! n they bellieved that!!!

actually these dates were my friends from home....they had reached here d nite before...but since it was too late, i went to meet them d next day evening( on Valentine's day) after college....n i even received chocolates....that too Ferrero Rocher!!! ( i think i havent told u about how crazy i am about Ferrero Rochers n that i'm willing to do anything at all for those chocolates...n how i even dreamt about Ferrero rRocher chocolates floating towards me like a Titanic ship....i'll do that in another blog k...ehehehhe)

d chocolates were awesome as usual!! n d person who gave it to me is married n has a 2 year old son...hahaha!!! so, no luck there....n my dream guy didnt make much effort at all!! i saw him that nite...but we didnt really speak much... anyway, how was he supposed to know that i got married to him in my dreams!! ahahaha!!!

so, another Valentines Day spent with friends....minus my most precious loved one....

Friday, February 9, 2007

i got it back i got it back!!!

Yay!! i got my icons back!! infact...i've got better icons this time!! ehehhheheh...

dont ask me wat i did...!! cos i have absolutely no idea!! i just searched for something in d net n then downloaded n followed a few instructions....which i have no idea wat it meant...

anyway, am gonna switch off my comp now and give my baby a little bit of well deserved rest!! hehehe.....

Monday, February 5, 2007

......

there are a lot of things which i want to share...which i want to get out of my system...but i dont feel like it...

yesterday was good...a totally different experience...n i dont feel like blogging about it at all today....

i guess i'll be ok in a day or two...hopefully!!

some ppl might think i'm moody n i always have issues....but i'm not like that at all...its just that certain situation makes me appear like that...

i cant tolerate backstabbers, n ppl who lie according to their convenience and for their benefits n i absolutely cannot tolerate ppl who "look" as if they r willing to go all out for someone else...but in their heart they dont give a damn about anyone else except themselves....that is so very fake!! n i cannot live like that nor do i have to adjust to these kind of ppl!!

i mean....if i say i dont lie, or i dont cheat...i mean it!! n i mean it when i say i cannot tolarate ppl who r two faced!! because of these kindda ppl around me...my character n attitude tend to change more often....

today i really broke down....i couldnt take this backstabbing n selfish behaviour...if u cant do it, y not just say so...!! y do u have to make a scene in front of everybody that u love me n adore me n r willing to do anything for me!! that is plain cheap!!

a lot of thoughts started building up in my mind.... n i came to a point where i wasnt sure of what God was trying to teach me.....but u know wat...my God is ALWAYS beside me no matter wat happens....!!! it's like that footprints story....during times of difficulty...God is always carrying me through it!!

i was grumbling n complaining to my mum about wat was happening... n mum told me to pray n pour it out to d Lord instead of pouring it out to d google talk in d computer screen!! n i did....n u know wat...God is simply awesome!! d verses which i read were meant for me!! n they were meant especially for today!!! God doesnt give u anything more than wat u can handle ....if things get tougher than d present situation....God thinks u r strong enough to handle it!! n He's always there to carry u through d tough times!!

once in a while my mum tells me that in today's world, i have to live like other selfish ppl around me....but y should i??!! i want to be who i am! i dont want to wear a mask or plaster a fake smile on my face n act as is i love that person with all my heart when i dont like their attitude at all!! i'd rather appear to be heartless than to act like a saint n break someone else's heart later!!

i dont care wat ppl think of me...i dont care if everyone in d world says that i am moody, or i always have issues or i get upset easily....or watever it may be...because...in the end...it's never between me n them...it's always been between me n God!! let ppl think watever they want to think...they r not going to judge me!! i want to be right in d site of the Lord...n so i will be!!!

Friday, February 2, 2007

M.I.A...?

hhmmm...have been missing in action (M.I.A) for quite some time now....loads of things have been happening....its just that i didnt really have d time to blog....well...i'll try n remember all that i did n give u d shortened version of course...i'm sure u'll just give up readin my blog if i write in detail about everything!! :P

26.01.07 (friday)

it was a republic day..so it was a national public holiday...i stayed at home like a good girl n did assignments, online-ing, chatting, n day dreaming obviously...hehehe.....

n went out in d evening to buy something for my mum....it was her birthday on the 24th ....there was this sale going on in a few places...so, went n looked around...n finally got her a Punjabi suit...i hope she likes it....but i havent told her about it...n i dont intend to...hehehe....i wanna give her a surprise in Feb ...cos am planning to send it through a friend in Feb....

27.01.07 (saturday)

i actually had one hour of class in d morning...( yes, unfortunately i have classes almost all d saturdays!! ) ...but i didnt go cos i had to either walk or wait for d rick...which is always troublesome...so, i woke up kindda late n was peacefully having my breakfast while watching tv, when my friend practically begged me to follow her for some sort of seminar in which d Karnataka State CM would be attending.....( i've met both d Malaysian Prime Ministers in person, shoke hands with them n spoke to them for quite some time....so d CM of this state was no big deal for me......but because my friend looked desperate...i decided to do her a fav.....)...n i do not want to talk about wat happened after that!! that was when i put up d shout out which says " i've had enough of this state/country/language/attitude!!".... my whole day was ruined....until i went for d choir prac in d evening...that really cheered me up....

28.01.07 (sunday)

woke up at normal time in d morning...went to church ...n when i came back i realised that there was no power....i thought there'll be electricity again within a few minutes or maximum 1 hour....but little did i know that things were just d same in bangalore as it is all over india...we didnt have power till 7 at nite!!!!! d whole day i just died without power!! cos no tv, no music, no internet!!! i couldnt even put my clothes for washing.....n d residents in this area were not even informed!!

so...nothing progressive at all for d day....just sat still on my bed n looked out d door... dreaming...as usual....n slept a lot....:p

29.01.07 (monday)

had college on that day...classes were as usual....n i started reading a book by Joyce Meyer...bought d book long back...but was lazy to start reading it....anyway, i made a point to read that book...n i did....made me realize a lot of things...kindda opened my mind n thoughts....it's not like i never knew those things that she has written in her book....i knew it like so long ago...but never really looked at it d way she had pointed it out.....

30.01.07 ( tuesday)

holiday again....but i dont know for wat occassion....as long as we get a day off from college...i dont mind watever d reason may be for....hehehe.....but....i have NO CLUE wat happened that day!! i'm becoming very forgetful due to short term memory!! =s =s

31.01.07 ( wednesday)

college again....had practicals d 1st hour....but we didnt do much ...cos d blood sample was fresh...n there was some problem with the optical density machine....so, we were just hanging around n talking n waking about in d lab.....

after college i followed my friend to some institute....my friend was involved in a retreat programme n it was starting that day...d participants were coming in that day...so we went straight from college...my friend told me that we'd be back early cos nothing much to do that day...that's y i agreed to follow cos i hadnt told mum yet....i thought i can come back in time before mum calls....but we were late....we only reached home at about 8.30pm....

n i forgot to inform my friend's mum that i'll be late too that day....usually i come back home early...by 4pm i'll be at home already....my friend always comes back late.....since we expected to come back home by 5 in d evening...i didnt tell aunty....n i completely forgot to call her up even while we were in that institute.... aunty was so angry when we got back at 8.30pm...she was worried that i wasnt back yet...

01.02.07 (thursday)

i made my new year resolutions today...i know it's a 1st of feb...n new year resolutions r supposed to be made on d 1st on jan....it's just that whenever i make any resolutions...i dont really bother keeping it...n most of d time i forget it within a few weeks or months....so wats d point...i just didnt bother wasting my time....

but after reading d Joyce Meyer's book...n after a few incidents ...n serious thoughts....i came up to some conclusions...i've decided to do certain things...n not to do certain things.....i wrote down my list of new year resolutions....n i've kept it in a place where i'll see it often...that way...i can remind myself once in a while even if i forget it...

i'm bent on keeping my new year resolutions this year....

n my Biotech lecturer told us that she's gonna give us tests once a week startig from d 15th of feb cos she's finished her portions already..i dont have a problem with d test at all....its d date....i'll be hooked up from d 14th till the 19th of this month....i guess i'll have to start studying earlier for this test....

02.02.07 ( friday)

had chem practicals today....n it was a total mess!! we didnt have chem pracs for 2 weeks in a row cos of tests n holiday...n we sort of forgot everything....

i simply hate this sem's chem practicals!! it's so complicated...n it takes such a long time to find out d salts....!!

i've broken 2 test tubes this sem!! n these r d 1st things that i've ever broken in d lab in my whole entire life!!

first of all d lecturer kept shifting me from one place to another for no reason at all!! n then i forgot how to do certain things...cos like i said...it's complicated...n we havent been doing this stuff for 2 weeks now....n then to top it all off, i accidentally poured concentrated sulphuric acid on my finger!! i thought that was d last of my finger i was ever gonna see!! my beautiful fingers are distorted now!!! :( ...d skin on that finger still feels different...i think its gonna be worse tomorrow!!!

n i have loads of work to do today...i ahve to finish up some assignments this weekend cos i wont have enough time to cramp all d studying n assignmnets n record works towards d end of d month....because i'll be busy