Saturday, March 31, 2007

Lost n found friends

It's 1am on a sunday morning.. i have to wake up early tomorrow n here i am blogging away.. instead of sleeping or studying!! i havent even started studying..n i only have 2 weeks left!!! AAARRGGHHH!!! ok ok..i dont wanna start with that now...

i am still not in d mood to study.. so am happily friendster-ing n orkut-ing away.... Orkut is another media through which u can keep in touch with friends... just like friendster, high-5 (or watever it is) n things of that sort.. but orkut is really sad... i've joined it cos my friends in India r in Orkut... n there was a lot of compulsion... so i thought i'd just give it a try...

Anyway, since i've got loads of free time now ( i'm asking for trouble here!! ) i was just looking through my friends' profiles, pics, n their friends n all that stuff....n i guess wat... i found SO many other friends!! (ex-schollmates)

i actually forgot about most of them since i left school.... hey, no offence k... it's not like i forgot them because i wanted to... it just happened.. of course i remembered all of them as soon as i saw their pics...

n i did add n msg a few of them... but i dont know if they'd remember me!! i only added a few of them cos i was kindda sure they'd remember me....( actually i'm keeping my fingers crossed...) n d others....eerrr... i dont know y i didnt add or msg them..maybe i didnt wanna get offended when they say they dont remember me...

i'm not d kind of person who forgets my friends or d ppl i meet elsewhere.... i might not remember their names immediately (if i havent been friends long enough with them or if its been many many years since i last saw them)... but i still remember ppl k...unless they undergo some plastic surgery..or a total make over...which looks like a plastic surgery anyways...!!

i do make a boo boo once in a while myself when i dont remember ppl... like wat i did last week... i met a girl whom i supposed had met before...but i didnt know her name at all...but she walked into d room n happily called out to me using my full name n gave a big hug n a sweet smile n asked about how i was doing..!!!

i was dead sure i hadnt met her before...but she knew a lot about me!! just when i was cracking my head trying to figure out when n where i met her n how she knows so much about me...(while trying to cover up d fact that i had d slightest clue of who she was...) another friend challengingly asked me if i knew her n wat her name was!!!! i so wished i could just drop dead there n then!! but that obviously didnt happen... so, i had to admit that i didnt know who she was... she didnt take it too badly..( or maybe she wasnt showing it).. she just smiled it off... but i felt very very bad.... i wouldnt like it if someone i know says to my face that he/she doesnt know me...

i went on n on apologizing to her...(i honestly didnt mean to offend her...) i hope she understands though ....

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Burnt!!

as if i am not dark enough...i'm being burnt even more...

everyday and everytime i go out some where n come back home...i get so burnt n roasted!! d weather is really really bad here!!

its just so boiling hot..n it doesnt help even when i am sitting right under the fan!!

i wonder wat my mum's gonna say when she sees me in May...i wonder if my friends will be able to recognize!! i'm completely sun burnt ...

Anyway, it was worth getting burnt yesterday... (we had to ride for about half an hour to reach d PVR...where Pursuit of Happyness was playing)....d movie was vey gud!! its a MUST watch movie!! really really worth it!! Will Smith was too gud n so was his cute kiddo son... hehehe...

my friend n i actually wanted to watch this movie last thursday ...but we were a bit too late...d tickets were all sold out... so we ended up watching another tamil movie...Mozhli...Jothika's movie...that was a good movie too... n we promised ourselves that that was gonna be d last movie till our exams r over...but within one week...we ended up bunking college n watching Pursuit of Happyness...hehehe...

anyway...hopefully that'll be my last movie till d exams r over...which is less then 3 weeks away...!! havent started studying anything at all!! i wanted to start yesterday...but ended up with a splitting migrain before i could even take my notes n put a time table...so, i slept for a good 12 hours straight (9pm to 9am).. =s...as if i'm sleep deprived... i am not actually..infact...i sleep too much nowadays...which makes me even more sleepy!! sigh... i do not wanna start talking about my sleeping habits again...!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

aaarrggghhh!!!

i am getting so irritated with this power failure here!!! there's been a power cut like 4 times within 45minutes!! n to add on to it...it only happens during summer!! i'm already boiling n melting here...n to top it all off i cant even switch on d fan!!

i cant download anything peacefully, cant play d keyboard, can charge my phone, cant watch tv!! i just realized how much i depend on electricity..... =s

anyway, i havent been doing anything much other than play with my mobile phone, n store all d numbers n try n figure out of things work in a sony ericsson.... storing numbers is another headache!! i had all my numbers stored in my previous phone cos my sim card could only hold about 100 numbers n i had to change sim cards when i am in india n when i am in malaysia..... my previous phone didnt have bluetooth...so, i had to write down all d numbers n then save it in d new phone...which i still havent finished!! yesterday...some of my classmates were msging me....n i replied without even knowing who it was!!! hahaha...

hopefully by tonite i finish playing around with this phone....i ahve to start studying!! my finals are only 3 weeks away...n here i am still lazying around!! i havent started studying at all!! ( i dont even have all d notes yet!!) am gonna get so screwed if i dont start ASAP!!!

Friday, March 23, 2007

Humble me...??

Yesterday i made a drastic decision.... i wanted to learn to be humble...i wanted to learn to live a simple life.... if others can live like that...y cant i?? if others can live with normal phones...y cant i live with a phone that doesnt have a camera, bluetooth, IR, memory card, walkman, fm, etc.... after all ..a mobile phone is only needed to make n receive calls and msges.... n especially during emergencies....

so, i decided that i would just buy a normal phone that can be used only for calls and msges.... even my friend was so shocked with my decision!! but i made up my mind that i wanna try to learn to live like that... even my mum will be so happy if i do that!!

i wanted to be very humble ... i wanted to be less materialistic... i wanted to live like every other normal ppl who can be so satisfied and thankful with watever they have... i wanted to be all this for only 5 minutes...after that i was dreaming about my sony ericsson w810i again!!!

hahaha!! so much for me trying to be less materialistic!! i got my w810 today!!! hahahha!! but i intend to keep this phone for more than a year this time...without going goo goo gaa gaa over another phone..!! this way might be easier for me rather than trying to take drastic actions like sacrificing everything at a go....

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

viruses n insensitive ppl r alike!!

i initially wanted to blog about something very different...but my mood changed drastically n now i dont feel like blogging at all!!

this stupid virus is getting on my nerves too much...n so r some ppl!!

thanks a lot to Trish though...she helped me so much to try n get rid of d virus in my comp...unlike some ppl!!! i had blocked a friend on my msn messenger about a month ago ( for some particular reasons....) and d other day when i so desperately wanted help with my comp...i unblocked him and wanted to ask him for help...but i didnt wanna jump on it immediately ....so i gave it a few minutes...n guess wat....within less than 2 minutes he signed off!! wat was that all about??!! i obviously came up with a lot of excuses on his behalf ...n u know wat i'm sick of doing that...and i couldnt be bothered..!1 ( yea rite...i wish!! )

i was upset about that...but then i got over it....but later on...some other ppl managed to push me down n hurt me .. when on earth am i ever gonna be able to stand up n not bother about wat ppl say or do to me??!! y do i take things so sensitively ...i was never like this before...but now i am!!!!! i've had enough of this already!!!

Saturday, March 17, 2007

NO! not again!!!

Everytime i try to install something ...something goes wrong with my comp!!!!

d whole afternoon of yesterday i was trying to load some songs in my friend's ipod... for that i had to load that stupid itune thing...transfer d songs to d itune lib n then transfer it to d ipod....i did everything correctly till transfering d songs to d lib in itunes...but i didnt know how to tranfer it to d ipod...nothing seemed to be working out...!! i got so irritated n i ended up with a headache...so i decided to take a break...

n then in d evening when i logged in to d net...my homepage was changed to some stupid quicknews thing... i have absolutely no clue how n when that happened!! so, i went to d internet options to change it back to my yahoo homepage...n guess wat... it wouldnt work!!!

d options to change d home page is completely blocked!! i tried virus scan, i uninstalled itunes... i didnt everything i possibly know ...but its not working...

someone pls help me!! i dont want that silly thing as my home page....n as i'm typing this..my yahoo msger is giving some stupid problem as well!!! aarrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 16, 2007

y r some ppl born to butter up 2 d others??!!

as if i dont have enough work to do in my hands rite now.....i've got another presentation to prepare for next week!!! n guess for which subject...add eng!!!! i dont believe this!!!

we were supposed to make some sort of lame presentation for add eng this week....its part of our internal assessment for this semester...n its supposed to be lame cos its add eng!! i mean....we have a lazy bum of d 1st order as our teacher n she gives marks as if she's distributing her family property to everyone ( believe me she's that greedy!! i wonder wat on earth she does with all our marks!! )

i wanted to finish off with this presentation thing as soon as possible so that i can do my other work in peace...so i told my group members to be prepared to do it today...n all of us were prepared...we were gonna talk about Abdul Kalam (he's India's current president...for those who didnt know) ..n we were going to read it out straight from d paper...no point reading it before hand n all that nonsense...cos no matter wat we do...we r not gonna get d marks we deserve...so y waste time rite..??

d moment i stepped into class...i thought i was in d wrong class...cos i saw laptops n projectors!! wat d hell man!! that one jobless, show off group went to d extend of preparing a power point presentation!!! n my lazy bum of d 1st order teacher was so fascinated!! y wouldnt she ...?? cos, no one bothers to go to this extend for any of her work...n she does appreciate all this anyways...

if my group were to go n read our our info from d paper...i knew she would give us marks which is worth nothing at all!! so, we had to postpone it to next week...n in d mean time i have to think of an interesting topic which will interest my lazy bum of d 1st order teacher n prepare an outstandingly awesome power point presentation!! thanks a lot for nothing to d ppl who wanted to butter up to that lazy bum teacher!! i cant wait to get rid of her in d next semester!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

all my hopes down the drain

it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be to convince my mum to get me d phone i wan!!

but i didnt push my mum too much.... i only told her once about d phone i wanted... errr...actually i went on n on bragging about d phone for almost half an hour...i was practically reading out d whole review to my mum ( d gud ones only )...while she was patiently waiting for me to finish all that story n tell her how much that phone costs....

n when i eventually did...she said no....as easy as that....

my mum keeps saying that i'm becoming very pampered n materialistic n i get all that i want without having to pay for it...she went on n on saying d same thing...

it's not that i do it on purpose la...sometimes when i think about how crazy i get thinking about mobile phones, electronic gadgets n stuff like that....i feel that it might be some sort or disorder...dont laugh k....i'm just trying tio justify my attitude... :p...

sometimes i really envy some ppl who r very satisfied n thankful with and for wat they have n dont demand for more.... i am very very thankful for watever i have alrite....but i cannot be satisfied for too long though... hehehe ... ;p

anyway, after (unsuccessfully) trying to look for another phone according to my mum's budget...i've made my mind...i am going to get d phone that i have my eye on.... there's no point in getting something else...i will not be satisfied at all....n before u know it...i'll be looking for another phone within 5 months!!


Tuesday, March 13, 2007

new phone new phone!! hehehhe

my mum agreed to let me buy a new phone!!!!!

infact....it was very easy!! i knew she would agree sooner or later....(my mum never says no to me...) but i didnt expect her to say OK as soon as i asked her (only once that too!!)

i guess she's fed up of impossing d "mobile phone r only for making calls n msging...y do u need camera, mp3, fm, n God knows watever in ur phone??" on me.... hehehe......

but she knew it was coming anyway.....i made her well prepared for it well ahead of time..... hahahha!! for almost one month now i've been telling her that my current phone is giving me problems... ( i didnt want to drop a nuclear bomb on her one fine day by telling her that i wanna change my phone again within 8 or 9 months!! )

my mum knows that i cant live with d same mobile phone for more than 10 months at d absolute maximum..... she already knew that when she bought this phone for me last year...hehehe....( i should have bought d same nokia which i lost..or else something like that....so that i would have kept it for at least a year without going nuts over mobile phones!! but i was too guilty to do that...so i settled for this one....n now i'm dying to change this phone already... :p )

anyways....that was very easy last nite....now i wonder how easy ( or difficult ) it is going to be to make my mum agree to let me buy d phone which i have in mind!! hahaha!!! she knows there's no stopping me from getting wat i want..... i just hope i dont have to make sacrifices to make her agree!! hehehe.....

Monday, March 12, 2007

learnt anything today??

havent been blogging much cos i've been off mood since friday. i heard a very sad news from my mum on friday...n i was terribly effected by that . i couldnt even study for my zoolgy test which i had the next day...God knows what rubbish i wrote for that test!! i was on an emotional roller coaster the whole weekend...but am getting much much better now...thank God for that...

Anyway, classes were dull as usual...( what do u expect on a monday morning??! ) we had eng, biotech, zoology ( all of which i have no idea what d teachers were teaching...i was in my own sweet world..hehehe... ) we didnt have d 4th hour...so as usual d whole gang sat by d drive and everyone was talking about almost everything under d sun...everyone except for me...i somehow feel that my comments and views are not appreciated too much...sometimes it feels as if i'm talking to d walls...sometimes i just choose to keep quiet n listen (actually most of d time i listen...) rather than to talk n not be heard...*sigh*...even at home i used to be on d quieter side ( but not as much as here ) my 4 Sc 1 and 5 Sc 1 gang will know wat i mean....

Anyway, i left early to go to my next class ...only to find that my lazy add eng teacher was too lazy to take d class! so we had another free hour....all d better for us anytime...hehe!! i could catch up with some of my classmates with whom i only share a hie and a bye. i learnt a lot of things today while talking to them...

i realzed that one cannot get along well with the friends whom one lives with for more than 3 or 4 months. this friend, P, was complaining NON STOP about d friend whom she lives with J. P couldnt tolerate J for nuts!! after a few minutes of listening to her, i realized that i too am like that once in a while ( BUT I DONT GO TO P's EXTEND!!) i guess maybe its because we take them for granted more than often.... but sometimes its also because we cant tolerate or be patient with them all the time....i'm no saint after all...i'm just a normal human being...i have my own share of ego, and flaws and characteristic problem.

Most of the time misunderstandings occur because of my culture, my thinking, and my mentality and expectations are very different from those here.... bu ti'm learning to my level's best to try and adapt to them. i can never expect anyone to adapt to me...cos that will NEVER happen....

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

monday blues

I'm sitting here in a boring room, its just another monday afternoon....

I hate mondays and i hate Chemistry!!... everytime i say that i hate chemistry...my friends always says "love your enemies!" hahahha..... is it possible to even try to like chemistry!! i seriously DOUBT it!! hahahha...!! i just cant wait to get rid of chemistry from my life!!

Anyway...moving on to other stuff...i kindda enjoyed add eng class today...hehehe...thats cos i was sitting in a very strategical place....neither could d teacher see me nor could she see me msging with my mobile phone!! hahahah!!....so i was happily msging away to glory for almost one whole hour!! hehehe... kindda catching up with a lot of my friends...havent been able to do that for quite some time now cos my phone is giving problems off late...( even today i had to stop msging in class halfway cos my phone switched off n wouldnt switch on again!! )

so, i guess its high time i changed my phone....hehehe... ;) !! i'm obviously looking forwards to it!! but i dont have d patients to wait for 2 whole months for a new mobile ( till i go back home!! )

so, i'm gonna have to start persuading my mum from now onwards so that i can get d new phone by next week....heheheh...i'm already so excited....but persuading my mum for another phone is gonna be really really tough....asking her for anything else will be a piece of cake....but since my mum hates mobile phones...i'll have to make other sacrifices so that she agrees!!! but i'm hoping for d best anyways....

oh great!!!!!

i typed a long msg n then i click something else n everything disappears!!!!!!!!!

i dont even remember all that i typed...n am absolutely not in d mood to recall everything n type it again!!

havent been in a good mood since i woke up in d morning.....n i'm still in d same disturbing mood....so, am not gonna bother ...

i have to study for my exams/internal assessments which is starting from tomorrow.....i have loads to study n i havent even started!!

i guess that alone is good enough to put someone in a lousy mood rite...


Thursday, March 1, 2007

fun, progressive n blessed day!

Yesterday was an example of a very blessed day. it was a combination of lazyness, fun, progress and blessings.

We were late for class as usual in d morning..and since i had practicals d 1st hour, i was practically running to the lab. when i reached d lab, all my classmates were walking out d lab....apparently we were supposed to go to d audi for some science feast inauguration lecture. Since my college's main audi was under re-construction, we all had to gather in d smaller audi...which is next to impossible to fit everyone in....a lot of girls were standing outside...some of my friends and i escaped from there and went to out normal spot.

My friend and i decided to go back home cos we heard that there wont be any classes for the day. on our way back, we stopped in a shop for chocolate mousse and sinful chocolate ( choco cake with ice cream and extra toppings). it was so so yummy!!!! heehhehe....

by the time we reached home it was almost 11am i think. i was meddling with my keyboard for a while. i had promised my friend that i'd play keyboard for a mass...so i had to practice....my friend joined me after some time....we spent such a long time for one song....cos we were fooling around as usual....but that song turned out quite nice anyways......i finally finished practicing for all d songs at about 4.30.

while i was getting ready to go for d mass, i received a call from and i had to go else where and that was really really unavoidable, which means i wont be able to make it to d mass in which i was supposed to play keyboard. i culdnt even imagine how my friend would react if i were to tell her that i had to go somewhere else.

My friend's face changed drastically when i told her that i wont be able to go with her...but because another friend was there ..things didnt get out of hand too much.... so, my friend went for d mass, n i was on my way to where i was supposed to go. while i was on my way there...i was getting confused on whether i should go or not...i was sort of walking back n forth...but in d end i did go...( d thing which made me go ahead was really hilarious !! hahaha..if u wanna know...ask me...i'll let u know personally...its a bit too silly to post it up here...heheh)

Anyway, in d end, i was really really happy that i did wat i was supposed to...i was really blessed that night.... met a few ppl whom i wouldnt have other wise...had certain conversation....i cant really explain everyting here...but it was a real blessing ....not just plain fun or watever.... and when i was on my way back home....i realized that d day was meant to be like that for me...and that it wasnt just coincidence that i didnt go for d mass but it was God's plan for me to be somewhere else. i was really happy thinking about that...but at d same time i was also upset and worried thinking bout d friend whom i had to ditch in d last minute.

But when i reached home....she came inright after me...and guess wat...she had a blessed day as well!! Thank God for that!! or else i cant imagine another misunderstanding!!

So, alls well, ends well.... :)