Thursday, January 25, 2007

i talk a lot

i'm super tired n dead sleepy!! i think i can sleep through d whole weekend!!!

i'm so deprived of sleep cos i was hanging on d phone with Vid last nite for 5 hours non stop!!! hahahah....yup...u saw it rite...5 hours at a go...hhehehe....

i used my friends mobile to call Vid cos it was unlimited hours free ...n i know if i call Vid, we'll surely speak for an hour or so......n with my current financial status...there's no way i can afford to top up my credit...cos my financial minister has put me under very strict limitations...hehehhe....( my mum's my financial minister by d way....:P)

anyway, i called her up at about 10.15 last nite rite after dinner....n she was peacefully sleeping!! i called her up so many times till she woke up...hehehe....n we were talking for about half an hour when my friend said that she wanted to use d phone....so, i hung up, n then called Vid again from my phone.....cos i have to finish telling her my dream story !! so i called her from my phone la.....

n we spoke n spoke n spoke till 3.30am!! i have no idea wat we were talking for soooo long!! but i only know that we spoke for 5 hours non stop!!

d phone line got dc every hour...but still i called her back each time....hahaha....n u know wat...i was actually sitting at my study table trying to d my chem assignment while looking at d clock ....sort of 3 in 1 work....but d only thing which i ended up doing properly was talk to Vid for 5 hours.....neither did i write one word of chemistry, nor did i 'see' d time !! ahahahah......n when i finally hung up at 3.30am....my hand was frozen at d same position for about 5 minutes...n my ears hurt so badly!! hahahha....

i know i talk a lot ...but only once in a while la.....not ALL d time.....but last nite was kindda extreme i think....hehehe... d last time i hung on d phone with someone for so long was when i was in form 4 i think....n that was only 3 hours!! so i broke my own record last nite....ahahahha.....

we spoke about almost everything under d sun...but after d 5 hours of conversation....i realised that there was something which i forgot to ask Vid ....hahahha......

n i woke up at 8.15am this morning when my college was at 8.30 am!!! i freaked when i saw that d time was already 8.15am...i thought it was only 7.15am.....:p...i practically jumped out of bed!! i msged my friend n told her to go ahead 1st cos i'd take time n she'll be late beacuse of me...but she waited for me.....n i broke another of my own record this morning....i got ready within 15 minutes....hehehe...we were late for class anyway...we walked in at 8.50 i think....but d teacher didnt say anything....hehehe

i was so dead sleepy in class d whole of today...but i didnt really doze off....that's an improvement....hahahah...n when my friends knew that i slept late cos i was hanging on d phone till 3.30am....they started teasing n asking who i was talking to for so long!! hahaha...n they wouldnt believe when i said it was my cousin sis...so i just played along with them n said my bf...:p....wat else am i supposed to do...!! hahaha


Wednesday, January 24, 2007

hhehhhe......

hahah....hehehe....looks like i've created quite a stir huh..!!?? hahahha...;) ;p

ok ok...i'm sorry...it was just a joke....i mean....i didnt really expect anyone to believe it...marriage n i are like poles apart!! but i guess with all this wedding bells jinggling all over d place (this month especially)......ppl were prone to believe that i actually got married!! hahahah....

anyway, i'm sure most of u must be cursing under ur breath....hahaha...i dont blame u ...hehehe...1st, i was "in a relationship", then i was "single" n finally i said i was "married"......hehehehehe.....i seriously didnt expect this much of attention from so many ppl!!! hahahahha!!! LOL!!!

i think i've had enough of fun for d time being.....heheheh :p....but d last one wasnt intended k....i was just sharing my dream...its just that i chose to share it in a more excitiing way....that's all...hahahaha!!!

but on a serious note....i've been thinking a little bit about marriages this past 2 days ( i usually dont bother thinking at all about marriages.. dont ask me y...cos i dont know y...!!)....so many of my batchmates are either married or gonna get married in d very near future.......wow....it kindda scares me....i wonder how they made up their minds to live their lives with this one particular man....

i mean...it's a very very difficult decision....how would u know if he's d rite man for u....??! how would u know if u can live d rest of ur live with this man?? how would u know if he's d one God has sent for u?? d very thought of getting married, sharing ur life with someone, living with in laws, being commited n taking up responsibilites scares d nerves out of me!! but when i look at my friends' n cousins' wedding pics...they all look so happy...as if live's a dream....where everything is just perfect...

i'm not against marriages ( n love...) at all...infact i love attending weddings n d reception after that...( cos almost all d time i'm d bride's maid or maid of honour....n there's loads of yummy food...hehehe....)...it's just that i've never been able to really understand how ppl manage to accept d changes n live with it....

initially, when i'm in someone else's wedding, n some of my very very old, busy body relatives ask me when i'm gonna get married n things like that...i just smile politely n move away from them...n my mum supports me a lot by saying that i'm still very young, n i have to complete my studies...n bla..bla..bla....

but now...even my mother has started lecturing me!! n it's really freaking me out.....

as happy as i am for my friends who're married, who're gonna get married, who're commited, who've managed to find themselves a partner....or watever la....i realise that i'm getting old...n i'm getting myself into trouble!!! =s =s


Sunday, January 21, 2007

hey ppl... i'm married...

....to d guy of my dreams......well...i'm so sorry for not informing u guys earlier n for not inviting anyone for my wedding.......d problem is.....i wasnt given enough notice myself...:P

i'm sure most of u just got d shock of ur lives!!! well....i wouldnt blame u....i've been telling everyone who asks me (when i'm gonna get married...) that i'll only get married when i'm about 27 or 28....not interested in getting tied down too early in life...:P.... but wat to do...things always happen exactly d opposite from wat i plan for myself!!

but still...i have absolutely no regrets at all....he's just d guy i've had in mind...tall, dark, handsome, educated, rich, talented, well mannered, gentlemen....most of all...he loves d Lord so much!! who would say no to a guy like that!!! a few months ago...a friend of mine was asking me about my ideal guy.....when i told him all the qualities i wanted in a guy.....( i only told him 3 of it though...tall, dark, n handsome ...) he said i would have to marry 3 different guys..cos, i wont be able to find one guy with 3 qualities!!! some ppl understimate things too often.....

oh....by the way, i havent mentioned d location of my wedding rite...??..well...it was in my dreams last nite!!! HAHAHHAHHA!!!....LOL...!!!! u fell for that didnt u!!!???!! hahaha!!!hehehe...!!!

i've always wondered wat my friends meant when they keep talking about their dream guy...yasmin told me that a dream guy is d one whom we dream about without even knowing who he is....she's been looking for her dream guy since we were in form 5 i think...hehehe( n she even dreamt that i was her maid of honour!!hahah..Yasmin, whoever u get married to n wherever u get married...I AM gonna be ur maid of honour/bridesmaid!! heheh) ...anyway, even sherline had a dream guy since we were in secondary school.....n also a lot of other friends....i was d only one who didnt have a dream guy n didnt bother thinking about it......

last nite....i dreamt of this one guy....who was all that i mentioned above...tall, dark, handsome, educated, rich, talented, well mannered, gentlemen....most of all...he loves d Lord so much...bla..bla...bla.....i dont really remember where n how we met ( in d dreams of course...) n how we ended up getting married to each other.....but i saw all our relatives, cousins, friends ( from malaysia n india...) attending my wedding....even some relatives whom i've lost contact with....n they were all so very happy for me...!! that was so sweet....!! :)

n i woke up so late this morning because of this dream...hahaha....

anyway, i was trying to recall about my dream this morning....n i remembered most of it....except for who i ended up marrying!! ahahaha.....after about an hour or so, i went out to a friends place...n i saw my dream guy!!

actually, i've known this guy for almost two years now.....n he's my friend!! n he is exactly all of the above (tall, dark, handsome, educated, rich, talented, well mannered, gentlemen....most of all...he loves d Lord so much)!! hey, i'm not exaggerating at all!! there r some men who r actually like that u know...!!

when i saw him this morning....i was like..."OMG!!! i got married to this guy last nite!!!!" hahahaha!! LOL!!!! anyway, it seemed like a *sign* to me.....but there's this one tiny little problem.....he's 3 years younger than me...!!! ahahahahaha....

so, wat do i do.....? ignore d age difference....or....ignore my dream n *sign*...??!! hahahhaa!!!

i still cant get over my dream!!!....but jokes aside....it was a really beautiful wedding......:) ;)


Saturday, January 20, 2007

me singing! hehehhe

has it started raining in malaysia already?? or maybe another tsunami will start....but no worries...i'll tell the Lord to spare d rest of d world n let no harm come upon them cos I'M SINGING!!!!! Hahahahha!!!!

i just got back home from chior practice....yup...that's rite....i've joined d choir team today......i was supposed to join them last year...but i avoided....then was supposed to go two weeks ago...but loads of other things came up.....so, finally made it today....

it was so funny when i heard all of them do d voice training thing!! hehehe...they had this bumbble bee, lip thiny, n humming......it all sounded funny to me cos this is d 1st time i'm listening to stuff like this...but it really helps in voice training....

since this was my 1st day with them, i didnt know wat to do.....so, i just sat there, listened to them...n sang along here n there.....

Samuel, d choir head said that he'll have an audition for me at d end, to decide where exactly i should be.......i almost died when he said he wanted to audition me!! i thought he was gonna ask me to sing rite then, in front of everyone!!!! but thank God he said at d end!!!

when practice was done for d day...everyone was stacking up d chairs n walking about...Samuel was asking me to come forward so that he can start d audition...but i was delaying till everyone left d room!! heehehhe....

so, when finally everyone had left...i walked up to him....n before he could start anything...i told him that i was a bathroom/bedrrom/house singer...!!! n he bursted out laughing!!! i mean, i have to warn him before hand rite...so that he doesnt expect too much!! :p

actually, its not that i really suck in singing....i'm no professional either...like i said ....i'm a bathroom/bedroom/house singer...n i've NEVER sang in front of anyone in public!!! i just dont have d confidence to sing in public.....n i cannot sing high notes for nuts!! my voice kindda blends with middle notes....but u know wat...i really love to sing!! just like how i love to play d keyboard....i dont sing in public, cos i dont know how to sing properly....n i dont play d keyboard exellently cos i dont practice properly...(lazy la...wat else...)

Samuel said that even before he started...he knew my voice was blending with d alto part.....but he still did audition me....he played a few notes on d keyboard n told me hum along...which i couldnt do at all!!!! it was so embarrasing!!! :p but he was a perfect gentleman!! he didnt laugh at me!!! hehehe.....

n yet, he said "welcome to d team"!! d way he said was as if he was proud to have me in their team!! ahahaha!!! yea rite!! n he gave me d cassette with d voice training thing....actually, i asked him for it...n he happily gave it to me..cos no one else wanted to practice with it....except for me....i was trying to create a good impression on him u c....so that he doesnt see my flaws in singing too much....hehehe

anyway, i was smiling all d way while walking back home....cos, i was happy that i finally made it for d practice, cos i was gonna learn to sing properly n i dont have to be ashamed to sing in front of anyone, n i was actually laughing at myself n d way i sang d scales....i've been playing scales on d keyboard for God knows how long...but i never bothered to sing along with it, n learn it!!

well, i got to get going now...i have to listen to d voice training cassette n start training my voice already...heheheh

gud nite ppl...sweet dreams!!

Friday, January 19, 2007

sr exam was good! :D

For d first time in my life, my chemistry exam was good!!! n i walked out of d class smiling after a chemistry paper!! ahahahha!!!

d paper was only for 15 marks...but we had almost half d text book!! d teachers rush to finish d syllabus in time, n they force everything on us all d time....they dont care if we can cope or not.....

watever...chemistry exam is sucessfully over...tomorrow i have Zoology and then on saturday i have Biotech

i havent started studying for both d subjects....n i have loads of it!!! i can mange biotech....even if there's a lot in it....i kindda paid attention in class...but zoology is screwing!!! i'm so dead for it!!! we have more than d text book...my zoology teachers r so not bothered if we r alive or even if we die trying to meet dead lines!! they just wanna finish their work!! thats all they care about!!

anyways, i'm gonna screw up tomorrow's zoology paper...that's for sure....n i dont care anymore already.....it's only for 15 marks....we'll have another exam next month...i'll have to make up for this one in that exam

am proud of my assignment!!

i actually finished this assignment last week...no no...not last week...just a few days ago...on the 16th of this month....

it's a zoology assignment where we have to draw diagrams of any system from the human anatomy in a huge piece of chart paper ( chart paper is acutally manila cardboard....here in India its known as chart paper...)

my teacher actually told the class about this assignment in december in one of her 1st classes...but i didnt know cos i was absent on that day i think.....but it didnt matter too much...cos not even one out of my 80 something classmates bothered to even think about it!! ahahaha...thats how my classmates are...noone does any work before hand...they only start watever it is (be it studying or assignment ) d nite before its due!! hahahaha

anyway, my teacher reminded all of us on friday last week, saying that she wanted it on her table on tuesday without any delays or excuses if we wanted marks for it....wat was she thinking??!! that we were willing to do idiotic, useless stuff without anything in return??!! yea rite!! :P

i was so not in d mood to draw huge diagrams in chart papers!! it's not that i cannot draw...of course i can..(after so many years of being in d science stream n drawing n number of diagrams...i SHOULD be able to draw almost anything!! hahah) its just that i was lazy...n i kindda lost touch of drawing...cos i've been tracing a lot off late..( too many diagrams to draw in very short time...n loads of other work to do...so, tracing saves a lot of time!)

i wanted to ask my x-hostel mate to draw it for me on saturday...n then i can colour it ( i still like colouring...heheheh :P) but then things didnt turn out as planned (when has it ever turned out as planned for me!! =s)...she had some dance practice n i was stuck in d lab till afternoon....so, i had no one to draw for me already....:( ...i ended up taking d chart paper back home with me.....

eerrr...just a few paragraphs above i mentioned that my friends r d late birds rite....i've become one of them too!!! ;p.....i bought d chart paper on saturday, but i only unfolded it on monday nite at 11pm...;p hehehe.....n i didnt know which way i was supposed to cut it n which way i was supposed to draw d diagram!! (my teacher's such a pain in d wrong place most of d time....if we do something in a slightly different way to how she wants it, she mercilessly makes us do it again!! watever it is!!) so, i called a classmate of mine, n asked her how to do it...u should have heard our conversation!! ahahah...d way she was trying to explain n d way i was trying to figure it out...it was hilarious!! ahaha..

anyway, by d time i managed to figure it out rite, n start drawing, it was already 11.30 pm......i had 2 huge diagrams to draw, label, n colour which was due d next day morning, n it was already 11.30 at nite....i just wanted to go to sleep n forget about it!! but then i'd be losing marks unnecessarily...so, i forced myself to start drawing.....

10 minutes, n i had done 1/4 of 1 diagram....when i received a call form my friend....i was talking to him while drawing...so, d first diagram kindda cacat already la....but i was lazy to erase it n draw again...i had another diagram to do!! which fool would waste time doing it again!! not me for sure!!

so, i just carried on with d other diagram....n labelled it....it was already 12.30am by then....i had only d colouring part left....but i couldnt do that, cos i didnt know d rite colours!! u see...on saturday i had to take a photocopy of d diagram from a book which my friend had borrowed for herslef from d library...so, since i couldnt do anything else....i happily went to bed....

d next day i wanted to bunk my language class n finish d colouring...but my friend who had d book didnt reach college yet...so, stayed back in my language class...n then during chemistry...i was doing d colouring in class.....i sat in a place where d teacher wouldnt notice....there were about 80 girls in that chem class...so, wasnt a problem at all...hehehe....

d girl who was next to me said she liked colouring too...n since i had two diagrams to colour, she said she'll help me do it....(she's good in drawing, n colouring...n i wouldnt have been able to finish it in time by myself....so i let her colour 1 diagram for me....or not i wouldnt let anyone else do my work...)

anyway, we finally managed to finish everything by d lunch hour....eerr...in d lunch hour actually...n u know wat....it was os nice!!! my diagram was d best compared to everyone else's in class!! some of them had finished it d nite before...some did it in class....but most of them who coloured it, didnt do it as good as mine!! hhahaha...:D

i was so proud of my diagram n colouring...cos, i hadnt forgotten d art even if i havent been doing it for quite some time now....so, i took pics with my phone!! for rememberance...hehhehe...

Photo0331 this is d whole chart....

Photo0329_2 my friend colour this

Photo0330 n i did this....( my colouring looks better rite....;p ...heheh)

since i took these pics with my non megapixel, vga camera phone...its not very clear....but it doesnt matter too much....i can still c d pics..... :)

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

in a relationship?? ;)

so, i guess that's d biggest troublesome question i've always had a problem answering..?!! hahahha...actually, its not that i have trouble answering it cos, i'm trying to hide a relationship or anything like that....its just that ppl dont believe it when i say that i dont have a boyfriend!!

i just dont get it...i wonder if it's written all over my face that i have a bf!! do i look that dependent on a guy??!! i for one am NOT!! i dont believe in hanging on to a guy financially, mentally, or even physically...:p

i've had this problem since God knows when!! i still remember when i was studying in Disted Stamford...i met a girl who was studying there as well (doing comp sc...or something like that...).. we were travelling by the same bus n ferry n all that....cos she's from Kulim...so natrually we met everyday in d morning n evening....but we never spoke to each other for 3 months i think!! thats cos i have socializing problem....:s...i cant easily talk to someone new just like that..i take a very long time to get used to someone n start talking...but am getting better nowadays....hehehhe...

n that girl too didnt talk to me cos she thought i was a proud peacock!! that's another thing which ppl ALWAYS misunderstand n misjudge me for....u know...d proverb "never judge a book by its cover' it very very true!!

getting back to my flash back....so this girl refused to talk to me even when her friends asked her to.....thinking that i was gonna be readlly rude to her....she actually thought i was this rich, spoilt brat with attitude problem.... :s....(i do have attitude at times....but only when its completely necessary...;P ) but then eventually we ended up talking...i dont remember for wat n how....but we kindda got along well....cos we were travelling together almost everyday....

after almost a year.....she finally got d courage to ask me a question which i dread d most!! her exact words were " Lakshmi, can i ask u something?? but u must be very very truthful!! " so, i said ok... n then she asked me this " do u have a bf?? tell me properly...dont lie!! i know u have a bf!!" n i was like...."is it written all over my face that i have a bf??" but that's not exactly wat i asked her though...:p i asked her y she was so confident that i do have bf...n she said that i look like a girl who has one!!!wat was that supposed to mean?? =s ...is it the way i dress up...or is it d way i talk ..? or is it ....i dont know y else!! but i know she's not d only one who has asked me that kindda question....there;s been like hundreds of them i think!!! n more than that who dared not ask me!! cos they think that i'm proud!! hahahha....

even d girls in hostel thought i'm d kind with my nose up in d air.....u know wat...i cant help it if i 'look' like i'm proud , or that i have a bf...or that i have attitude..... that's just d way i look.....that doesnt mean anything about my real attitude....

i've even payed along with a lot of ppl who thought that i have a bf but am trying to hide it....i mean...i told them d truth...but they wouldnt believe me....so, i ended up saying yes...n cooked up a lot of stories....which they actually bought!! hahahaha...i couldnt help it.. 'if u cant beat them, u join them' n it was pure fun!! ( only on my part though) hahahha!!!

anyway, about my status in friendster which says that i'm 'in a relationship'...it was just for d fun of it.....i'm as single as always...i wanted to know how many of my friends n cousins were really observant n concerned about me....well, d results turned out to be kindda disappointing.....

cos, only a handful of my friends realized n actually asked me...some were happy...some were shocked....maybe a lot other noticed but didnt bother to ask....

well, for all of u in my list who've noticed, who havent noticed, who cares, or even those who dont care.....I AM VERY MUCH SINGLE N NOT AVAILABLE...

i am single because i choose to be...(cos i know d consequences i'll ahve to face when my family get to know!! they'll disown me!!hahahah...nah...just kindding...) even if i were to have a bf...i woudlnt hide or lie about it...y should i??!! i'd be very proud of my bf...cos, i'm definitely not gonna end up with some loser guy or something like that.....

so, I AM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP, I AM NOT PROUD, N I DO NOT HAVE MY NOSE UP IN D AIR!!

it's not fair to judge someone just like that.....it hurts...but it doesnt bother me...cos, it doesnt mean that i'm all of wat ppl think of me...i am who i am...i dont care about wat ppl think of me...cos, it's their opinion...i cant do anything about it....n i cannot n will not change myself just because someone is not satisfied with who i am.....

never judge a book by its cover....that proverb is written just for me!! hahahha

gud nit ppl...n sweet dreams...especially to those who have had sleepless nites thinking that i was in a relationship...heheheh ;)


Saturday, January 13, 2007

wat a beautiful dau it is today! :)

Praise God for such a beautiful day......!! :D

well, there's a lot of things to praise God for....but i cant list everything out here.....

but there;s one thing which i really wanna share....my mum called me up at about 2am malaysian time early this morning n told me that she's got her PR!! n that too after 23 years !!!

actually, there's been a little bit of problem in my mother's application for PR....so, she was staying in Malaysia all these days under visa. mum n i thought that she'll have to be satisfied with d visa only...n not think about PR anymore....n we had actually given up on trying to do anything about it for almost 2 years..... initially mum used to go to KL so often to see d ppl in charge n had to wait for many hours....had to go about here n there to see a lot of ppl.....u know how troublesome d government can get at times rite....

so, we werent bothered to do anything about it anymore.....n then yesterday my mum received a letter from d immigration department saying that she got her PR!!!! :D

wow....God works wonders n miracles at d times when we least expect it!!


Thursday, January 11, 2007

ok-ok day

today was kindda ok.....nothing much happened...nothing special....

had classes from morning as usual....biotech, zoology, biotect, Indian constitution, lunch, biotech again, n then eng d last hour...i bunked d last hour of eng cos i didnt do d so called assignment which d teacher gave....actually, 3/4 d class bunked cos none of them did d essay thingy......but in d end she didnt even ask for it!! she's gonna screw our asses for it tomorrow!!

n we had a new sir for Indian constitution today...actually, he started his classes yesterday....but i was at home yesterday...so didnt know anything about him....he's such a looser lawyer!! he speaks to himself, he doesnt know wat he's talking about, he doesnt give a damn about wat we do in class, he doesnt care even if we use our mobile phones while sitting rite under his nose,he flirts as if its nobody's business, n he doesnt give attendance!!

we went for his class for d sake of attendace....n he doesnt give us that!! he does everything else except d attendance thing!! n he's such a cheap flirt man!! u know wat...??!! all d male teachers in my college r flirts!! n all of them choose to teach in my college so that they can flirt!!! that is so sick!! i think someone should tell him to go look at himself in d mirror so that he is reminded that he's as old as d students father!!

anyway, d most irritating thing today was that i realised that i'm becoming such a lazy bum that i'm rotting away my life being lazy!!!

i came back at about 4pm today cos i wanted to go to my friends house at about 4.30 to play d keyboard. since i had a little bit of extra time, i was just relaxing a little,lying on my bed, msging my friends....n i fell asleep!!! d next thing i know is i woke up at 5.30pm n it was too late to go to my friends house already!!!!!! i couldnt play d keyboard today because i was bloody lazy!!!

i could have done something else for that half an hour instead of just lazying around...i mean, my tests r gonna start next week, n i'm so lagging in my record work n assignments.....but did i do that??!! NO!! I wanted to relax ....n here i am now....missed my chance of practising keyboard today!!!!!

when am i ever gonna learn not to be lazy!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

my icons r gone again!!!!!!!

ok, something is seriously wrong with my comp n i dont know wat it is!!!

last nite it was gone, then after meddling with it for a bout 1 hour, i managed to get my icons back....

n today...my icons r gone again!!!!!!!! i wanna cry already la!!! n not only have i lost my icons...i've ended up with this irritating beeping n sound effects which comes up each time i click on something!!

Somebody pls help me!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan a puppy!!

ok, for those who have known me off late (maybe about 1 year or 2...) i'm sure u must be shocked.....cos, u probably know me as an anti pet person...or to be more specific anti dog person....cos, i've made it quite obvious that i'm not a dog lover....

but u know wat...?? i actually grew up with dogs in my house!! we were staying as a joint family till i was a bout 3 or 4 years old i think....n my elder cousins had dogs....i dont know wat breed they r...but i call them d sausage dogs...heheheh...they'r d short, long body, brown coloured dogs.....

there was this mother dog, father dog n about 5 or 6 puppies i think...i dont really remember...only recently i saw among some of my old photos...that i was actually sitting on d dog as if i was sitting on a horse.... n happily smiling too!!! n there was these other pics in which i was helping my cousins to tie ribbons for the puppies n i was playing with them...

i never had a dog in my own house....but my cousins did...n i wasnt as terrified of them as i am now....i mean...i dont go n touch them or play with them...i just stay where i am n the dog stays where he is.....n i occasionaly pat them..hehehe..but now..its totally the opposite story!!!

i guess its because of d stray dogs here in india...they;re just all over the place, n everywhere!!!!!!!!!! i hate stray dogs!!! n because of that i started disliking all dogs...i dont even like it when my friends pets come near me n sniff me when i go to their houses....n i'm kindda scared of getting scratched by their claws...n when they bark ...:P

but ever since i saw Abi's puppy....i've fallen in love with dogs....(not all kinds of dogs though...mind it...only d ones which looks exactly like Abi's) hehehe...

he's just SOOO cute!!!!! n adorable!!! n Vid says that he's very tame too!! n he doesnt even have claws!! hahaha...ok, he sure does...but its not at all visible......

i've just realised that i like puppies n not big huge dogs....so, i like dogs that stay small like a puppy n not out grow their puppy size...n i like dogs that dont bark all d time, dont jump around all d time, n especially d ones that doesnt have claws

Abi.... i've copied all d pics of ur Ganesha kutty n am staring at it everytime i switch on my comp ( which is like 6 hours a day...:P) hahahha...

so, i'm on a mission now!! i'm gonna go hunting for a puppy just like Abi's!! :D

38749297017656l this is before his hair-do n

584715047l_1this after his hair-do

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

today is so not my day!!

today is not my day!!! 1st of all, i woke up with a terrible tummy cramp n headache...actually, i think i slept with the tummy cramp, n when i woke up in the morning i got a headache too cos i couldnt sleep at all d nite before!!as if the headache n d tummy cramp wasnt enough,i had a sore throat too!!

n then i forced myself to get ready n go to college...but while i was having breakfast, i felt even worse...i didnt want to go to college even though i had practicals today...i told my friend to go ahead without me....she was kindda reluctant n kept telling me to stay only for the pracs....only after a few minutes i realised that it was the elections today...n she was standing for president...so, i decided that i'll go to college for the elections sake n not my practicals....d attendance for pracs doesnt count anyways....

i went to my zoology lab without my lab coat nor my record book....and my teacher threatened to throw me out of class because i didnt have a lab coat!! she didnt ask about the record so i conveniently kept quiet....actually, it wasnt my fault that i didnt bring my lab coat.i had given it to a friend who stays in the college hostel to keep it with her....cos, i'd be needing my lab coat n lab slippers almost everyday, n it was troublesome to carry it back n forth everyday.....n my friend had forgotten to bring it class this morning....then she had to explain to the teacher n ask her permission to go back to d hostel to get the lab coat...wat on earth are these teachers problem man!! they have some sort of misunderstandings in their house, n they come n show it on us in school/college!!

anyway, we bunked our 3rd hour cos we had to stand in queue to vote for the new union ...that took almost one hour....i was so sick by then...but couldnt do anything about it....i finally finished voting by about 11.30am n it was time for d next class already....so went to d classroom n tried to sleep after d teacher marked my attendance...but couldnt....that made my headache even worse...so, ended up reading a story book...which added on to my headache!!

when my class finally got over at 12.15pm, i was more than pleased to get out of college!!! i just wanted to come back home n sleep....i didnt even go to my biotech lab to tell my teachers that i wont be able to innoculte the seed today...i was supposed to do it yesterday...but was too lazy...n i was too sick today....i wonder wat happened to my rambutan seed...so much for my promise to Vid saying that i'll grow that plant for her here in India!! :P

anwyay, when i got back home at 1pm...i couldnt sleep!! so, i had my hair bath, had lunch, transfered pics from my friends memory card n mailed it to her...n messed up my comp!!

i dont know wat happened.....d icons on my desktop sort of disappeared!! ok ok..it didnt really disappear...wat i mean is...d original icon is not there anymore...instead there's this ugly looking icon!! n i dont know how to change d icons already...i forgot already....i think it must have happened when i put in my friend's memory in my comp...i was supposed to restart my comp to finish d installation of d new memory card...but since i had a lot of things running at that time, i thought i could restart later n cancelled it...now my icons r gone!!!! :(

as if all this not enough...i couldnt even speak to my mother properly!! d internet line was so bad!! either i couldnt hear her or she couldnt hear me!! i got so irritated n frustrated...n thats when i actually realised that my icons were changed....so that added on to my frustration!! i was so angry that i switched off my comp n called mum from my mobile....n then i tried connecting d internet again n spoke to mum, but line was still bad....

wat a day man.....but not nothing else matters to me already...except for my comp!! i dont know why n how it became like that...n i dont know wat to do to make it back to normal!! i'll just lose my head if anything happens to my comp n if i cant use it!! someone pls help me!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 8, 2007

kindda progressive day

well, i've got a new reader today...who's gonna laugh at me and make fun of me if and when he reads all my blogs!! hahaha.....anyway..it doesnt matter i guess.....anyway, welcome Manjunath

well, today was kindda progressive i guess...i didnt fall asleep in class like i usually do...but i was yawning at d rate of 180km/h sort of thing....hehehhe...:P

i woke up late today again ( i slept at 2am d nite before)....but not as late as d day before....i didnt even have time for breakfats...n my friend's mum was getting so worried that i didnt have breakfast.....rushed to college as usual...n was late for the 1st hour as usual...hahaha!! i wonder when my eng teacher is gonna lose her temper n throw me n my friend out of her class permanently!! hahahha...but there were SO many other who were VERY MUCH LATER than us....so, i guess we're save...

nothing much happened in class throught out.....other than i've started reading story books in class again....hey ,i can't help it man.....my teachers r so boring...there;s no point in listening to them...most of the time i sit in class is for the sake of attendance.... i've tried to control myself from reading story books in class...but it's not working...or rather i'm not trying hard enough...:P...d book i'm reading rite now is much more interesting than my class lecturers anyday...hahaha....

class dragged till 3pm today...n then we were supposed to have extra credit course in the BT lab...but we didnt have that cos d others didnt bring the seeds which they were supposed to innoculate...n i forgot to soak d seed which i was supposed to innoculte....actually, i didnt 'literally' forget to soak it...i was just kindda lazy to walk up to d lab to soak it n then come back to class...so i conveniently chose to 'forget'...haahhaha....

well, it was all for my convenience...i got to go back early so that i could go n play keyboard in a friend's house....i asked him about a year ago if i could use his keyboard cos i couldnt bring mine....n he didnt have a problem at all...but it took me so long to get my ass there n start playing again!!

i thought i would have forgotten everything that i had learnt n everything that i knew so well...but i was surprised myself....i didnt really forget everything....but my fingers had gone stiff.....i couldnt play d scales like i used to...cos i havent been playing for almost 1 n half a year......

well, i guess this is d time for me to get it back again....and its good exercise too by the way....i'll have to walk to my friend's house n back again...so i'll get to play d keyboard n also loose a little bit of weight (hopefully)...i'm seriously putting on weight as if its nobody's business!! but d only problem is....i dont know if i'll keep this up...

i really hope i do...i want to...

anyway, i better log off n sleep now...or not i'll be late again tomorrow....

bye everyone....gud nite....

Friday, January 5, 2007

back in bangalore... bangalore to square one

i'm back in bangalore already...came back two days ago actually....n havent had the time for myself since then.

my friend is running for president in the college elections, so have been missings classes n spending time at home helping her to prepare charts n banners and posters to put it up everywhere in college...cos they have campaigning till tomorrow....u c...here in india, the colleges are just like the ones we see in movies(tamil movies...to be specific)...they have college elections, and unions n all that stuff

i wasnt in college last year when this election thingy was going on....so i had no idea how it would be. when i saw it yesterday, it felt as if i was witnessing some sort of state elections...only that this was more colourful n kindda kiddish....unlike official political elections. my friend too loads of pics today....actually i was the photographer, n i used my friends camera...so i'll get the pics from her in a few days time n put it up here...so that u guys understand wat exactly i mean....hahaha.....but it was kindda ok....

the campaigning thing has subsided already today...so there wont be any chart making of writing on t-shirts...oh i forgot to say that i wrote on the friend's t-shirt last nite, n she wore it in college today for her campaigning...hahaha...

i have to get down to work from today onwards...my room is in a total mess, n i feel like a pig staying in a pig sty...:p n i have to start doing my assignment and records work again.....

so, live's back to square one for me....

but this year, i've made a few resolutions....n i intend to keep it and make sure that i live according to it....


mysore holidays part 2

ok, its high time i continued with my holiday story...so, here goes.... the continuation of my holidays....

on thursday last week, that is the 29th of december...we went to mysore. we had to wake up at 5am n get ready we had to leave at 6am on the dot if we wanted to go to all the places in mysore...

my cousins had their bath and changed into their clothes the nite before cos they didnt wanna wake up early....so d next morning they only got up at 5.55am n brushed their teeth, n got into the car to continue their sleep...ahahha!!

we started at about 6.30 only, cos the driver was late.....the jorney was ok...cos the roads to mysore was good...n so was the scenery...i took some pics from inside the car...but it wasnt all that clear cos the windows were tinted n the weather was like 15 degrees...everyone was already freezing n shivering....i didnt wanna make it worse by winding down the windows.....

stopped in a place called MTR for breakfast. u know wat, the idlies there were so cutely shaped!! it looked like puttu to me...so i told d waiter that i wanted puttu...he looked at me as if i was some girl from some 3rd world country n told me that those were idlies....hahahhaha.....

we continued with our journey n our first stop was some famous temple in Sri Rangapatna....when i keep saying that name again n again...it feels as if i've read about that place in my history book in seconday school....but i cant really put my finger into it...

after that we went to the Tipu Sultan's summer palace. we had to walk so far in to reach to the palace from the main gate!!! the place was just so beautiful...the garden looked like some golf course, n the palace really looked like a summer palace. Tipu Sultan's original palace was destroyed in a war...so this was the only one left...n we also saw his tomb...that looked like another summer palace with a golf course kindda garden around it!! i wonder wat this dead sultans do in such a big place!!!

there were so many unique trees in mysore...n it was actually very nice n interesting...i was staring at it trying to figure out how the gardeners got it to twist that way....n i wanted to climb that tree with my cousins n take a pic...it was kindda short...i told my cousins to go first...but they were scarded...so i like a hero went ahead of them n told them to see how i climb n follow me....but i couldnt climb that stupid tree n almost got bitten by huge red ants!!! so we ended up sitting on the cemented pavement under the tree to take d pic...hahahaha!!!

then we went to a place called Chamundi Hills to another temple...the temple wasnt all that great for me...but the journey to that place was awesome!! it was driving to cameroon highlands, genting higlands or even batu ferringgi...n the view was simply superb. we could see the whole of mysore from the top of the hill !! n there was mist at 11am!!!

next we went to the mysore zoo....this zoo was so much better n bigger than the bangalore zoo.....d only problem was that it was lunch time when we reached...n all the animals must have had a heavy lunch...they were too lazy to move about...especially the Chimpanzeses n the Gorillas!! but we still had fun....i like the tiger n the Giraffe the best. only on that day i realized that i preferred carnivoures animals to reptiles. i couldnt even go anywhere near the snake house n the crocodile farm in the zoo..it was like so disgusting!! but i liked the tiger soooo much!! i was standing there staring at the tiger so long till my mother had to drag me out!! d tiger had soft, thick, velvety kindda skin but it couldnt roar for nuts!! its name was Amulya....poor thing..must have been brought up in that zoo...that's y it couldnt even roar loudly n wasnt very active...but it posed well for all the photographers...hahahah

we had lunch in a vegetarian restaurant.it was so packed we had to wait for almost an hour to be seated!! the food was good though...worth the wait......we went to the mysore palace rite after that.....

mysore palace was just awesome!!! it's even better than awesome!! i'll know know wat i mean when u see it for urself....we were not allowed to take our cameras inside...if only i had my camera with me inside the palace...i could have stayed in there for a whole day taking pics of everything!! i really dont know how to describe it...it was very artistic, beautiful, colourful, creative....

i wonder how the architects learnt to be so creative in those days!! everything was so unique, n expensive and so very appreciative!!

there was this huge hall in the heart of the palace....my aunt told me that that was where the ministers and politicians gather for private meeting with the King. the way that hall was built was simply amazing!! there were hundereds of pillars in that hall...each one identically the same n there was this huge gaint sixed mirrors placed stategically in certain places....which reflects the pillars in teh rom...so when u looked into the mirror, it looks as if u r standing in a corridor which is never ending...cos u can see the reflection of the pillars from another mirror at the back

we were not allowed to take pics inside the palace, n i wanted something in rememberance of the palace....not that i would forget how it looked like without any pics....(the palace was amazing!! no one would forget how it looks like at least for a decade of their life!!) but still i bought some postcards and guide books outside the palace....

my cousins n i went for an elephant ride in the palace grounds...it was fun actually!! hahaha....my cousins had never been on elephant rides before (i have when i was about 10 years old i think)...so they were so keen on going, but were scarded to go alone....so, my friend shalini n i went along.. the tickets rates were day light robbery man!! it was almost 10 times more than the normal rate!!! but wat to do, all four of us ended up paying for it anyway....

it was kindda scary to get on the elephant at first...but after a few mintes i was ok..my cousins were very quiet for sometime in the begining...hahahaha....but then they started enjoying later on...

we were too preoccupied with this palace n taking loads of pics that none of us realised that it was getting late to go to the next stop...the driver that warned us that we had to be there by 6.30pm...it was 6.22pm when we left the palace, n it was an hours journey to our ext destination...

the driver was so angry that he was pratically flying on the roads. our next stop was the Brindavan Garden. it was famous for dancing fountains...i didnt realise wat everyone meant when they said it was very extraordinary until i saw it myself!! i tought it was just some normal water fountain with lights liket he ones i've seen in malasysia..but this was really different!!

we were very late when we reached the place. it was already 7.40pm, n the dancing fountain was only till 7.25pm!! all six of us started running towards the garden area where the fountain was. it was about 5km from the ticketing place i think...n it was crowded!!! the way was like a bridge over the sea ..(it was actually a dam)( if u had seen Shah Rukh Khan's Kuch Kuch Hota Hai movie...it's something like the summer camp where Kajol n Shah Rukh Khan meet)

the bridge was paked like a sardine can!! since there were six of us, we sort of broke up into pairs....n started running like never before!! hahahaha.... but when we reached the place...we didnt hear any music nor did we c any fountains with beautiful lights like my aunty had described...we were so dissapointed!! my cousins almost cried!! then suddenly there was a group of boys n girls...maybe about 100 of them running towards us and beyond us...we thought they were crazy to run like that cos everything was over....but then we heard some commotions from somewhere beyond us n there was music...so we started running too!! it was pitch dark n we were running in different directions not knowing which was the rite way....hahha..it was so funny....we were practiacally running across the garden n lawn!! we found t he place soon but it was too late cos everyone had crowded around the fountain already...n most of them were men...so they were tall....n we were stuck behind them....so we started moving about in different directions again trying to find any space where we could squeze ourselves to the front...ahahahha.....

shalini, my mum n cousins managed to get to the front row using my cousins as a bait...hahaha...my aunt n i stayed at the 2nd n 3rd row...but we could see it clearly...i even took pics n video recording..it actually turned out very good!!! i couldnt see wat i was recording..since everyone in front of me were tall...i had to stand on tip toes n hold my camera high up in the air so that i could record....

well, it was a good day that day...n we had a good holiday..everything turned out well in the end. we saw all the important places at the rite time...most importantly we saw the dancing fountain.....:)