It's been 4 months already since i've come here. and i'm already reaching my limits capacity.
when i was in India, i'm always flying back and forth between Malaysia and India every few months...after every 4 months in India, i'll be in Malaysia for 2 months. but this damned expensive flight charges between UK and Malaysia is forcing me to stay put here.
usually during my 4th month away from home, i'd have already started making plans to go back home and booking tickets and shopping and packing (packing only starts the day before flying actually.... ) it's d same now even while i'm here.
my biological clock is telling me that its time to go back home ... but i cant! :(
y cant air asia have flights directly to Glasgow?? it's so troublesome to get Pg-KL-Pg flight and Glasgow-London-Glasgow flights!!
i just heard that Air Asia was talking about air fares in pounds and not in RM. what's the point then!! there's Emirates, BA, Jetairways... so many other airlines who offer cheaper rates to UK... sigh
what is becoming of the world... i feel like i'm losing my friends, i feel like i'm becoming an island now..i've got no contact with so many ppl and even when i do see them online.. our conversations r awkward these days.. it's as if they've got nothing to tell me, and they dont have the time to listen to me. no one's sitting around shaking their legs n doing nothing. everyone has their own problem and pressures.. but wat r friends for? i've had such a crazy, maddening 3 weeks, i've been bottling everything up, trying not to weigh anybody else down with it. but no one bothers asking me if i'm doing alrite, and how i'm managing it. i wonder if they'll realize if one day i'm just missing from the face of earth... who am i kidding.. they must be too busy with their own lives... i'm not that important anyways